| Daria Shahova Location: St Petersburg, Russia Emails:dashasha@mail.ru, dashasha@nightmail.ru, newdasha2002@mail.ru Phone: +793 1645 9525 (cellphone), +792 1645 9525 Scammer: Yuriy Lavrenets These pictures are probably stolen & the girl/model may have no idea how her pictures are being used. The substantial Western Union payments were made to Yuriy Lavrenets. Hi, I have sadly just found your site through Kiss advert. I say sadly, because it is now too late for me, as I have just been scamed for over $15,000.00 and I feel like an idiot,as well as deverstated. If you would wish to know details to help others let me know. Attached are some photos and let me know how many letters you want and can I send them like photos as attachments???? also if I send them will you edit the names etc out? her enail addreses were and are: dashasha@mail.ru dashasha@nightmail.ru and newdasha2002@mail.ru and her number I called her on is 00793 1645 9525. Also her name is Daria Shahova and her daughters name is Nadia. The name of the person I sent all the money to was YURIY LAVRENETS VIA WESTON UNION IN SAINT PETERSBURG. This was supposed to be her father but who knows?? I have attached a copy of a email I got from a guy called xxxx in USA who has been writting to Daria(dasha as she likes to call herself) for over four months, but unlike me he had not sent the money yet, but was about to. You could email him and tell him that I was talking to you. The only way we found out was, .... Daria copied his email address by accident to me so when I replied to her, xxxx got a copy of my letter to her and was " peeved off" as you will read. his email address is xxxxx ----- Ps. He may well have better phone numbers and addresses as well?? xxxx My name is xxxx and I just received an e-mail that you wrote to Dasha .... By the tone of the letter it appears that you have developed a warm loving relationship with her .... With all due respect, the only problem with that, is that for the last 4 months Dasha has declared her love for me and that I am the only man in the world for her .... She has asked to visit me in America, and has asked for me to send her and Nadia the airfare ASAP,,,,, I have numerous saved e-mails that she has sent me professing her love for me and that she is counting the days till we are together - IT APPEARS THAT WE BOTH ARE BEING MADE FOOLS OF !!!! - I'm sure you're feelings for her are real (as is mine) but we both might have walked into a scam - Please be careful - as I intend to be ... It is time I asked Dasha about the love of her life named xxx, and you might want to ask her about the man she wants to spend the rest of her life with named xxxx ...... Pretty lousy news to come on Valentines day !!! ----------------------------- Letter 1 -------- Hello, You absolutely impressed me with your letter. I got a lot of letters, but only yours touched my heart. Please write me more about yourself. I tried to find you on internet, but didn't found. Please send me your photo and write about you. I don't know that will happend, but your touched strings of my soul and I will wait your reply with impatience. I want also write some more about me here, it's almost all from my profile, but I want you to know all it about me. I am 26 years old, I am divorced and I have 5 y.o. daughter. I love her very lot, and I like all the children. I hope I am good looking blonde with green eyes and I adding my photo to prove it:-) I have graduated in university and now working at the engineer position in private firm. I honest, loyal, careful, tender, good cooking and I love good food. I like active life, travel, camping, attending gym, I like swimming and tennis. I do not drink and I do not smoke, but I don't mind if people have this habbits. My style of life is very healthy. I like nature and animals, sun and ocean, though winter is not bad too:-). I love life - I am optimist and I believe that most beautifull things are waiting us in future. I believe in the God and destiny and I am waiting for my only unique man. I believe in family and love and I search for the man to whom I will give all heat of my heart and with whom I will be always together ... I want to share with him all the things - good and sad, everything which we will meet in our life. My man clever and have strong spirit, he is kind and magnanimous/generous, he will do anything for me and will know that I'll do anything for him. The only my man who needs love and can give love. This is the man who needs reliable family and honest relations. And some about my life. I was born in Moscow, and grew up in that beautiful city. Right now I moved from there, but life not so far. I have great family. My mather already die - she was beautifull woman, kind and caring and very educated. My parents grew up strong feelings towards family in me, and I try to put same in my daughter. I feel that there are nothing more that supportive, good family. My father live alone from me, and still not married. He still miss my mother, though about 7 years gone since then. They loved each other and I saw in them good example of true love and loyality. It's very important to have the close peoples, to whom you can trust completely, and put whole myself and knowing that always family will be together... caring warm and kind. I really hope to meet my man. I don't know that will really happend, but I looking to the future with hope and smile. Dasha Letter 2 Hello xxxx, Happy to see new letter from you. So as I see you are interested in me a lot, it's please to see it from you side. It was very interesting to know new interesting things about you. Definitely my choose was right:-) I happy for it. Sending here one more my photograph, and promiss to send more in my next letters. I came to internet dating through marriage agency here in Russia. I didn't think to post my profile in internet, this thought just didn't came to my head:-), but now I see that this was right suggestion from their side. They post my ad, and post everythere my direct e-mail address, so now we had meet each other and we are only together now - only you and I:-) I really see no difference from that country will be my future man. God, who created this world, he didn't create geographics borders, so I see no difference. I know that when I will found my only man then I will move to him to any place at this world. I sure that good peoples can live at any place, especially when they love together. I'll try to write something about me that could be interesting for you, and just things which I want to tell you. And if you will want to ask me something, don't be afraid to ask. I always have only two chooses when someone asking me something: reply honestly, or not to reply. I will never lie. I was born in Moscow long time ago:-) and now I live on this planet already 26 years. Can't say that all things in my life are perfect, but I really enjoy life. My parents too were born in Moscow. But now all my family almost leaved this city. My father leaved it after death of my mother, he was not able to live there anymore. He moved to Gatchina (neigherhood of Saint Petersburg). My cousing always traveling around center of Russia because of his job. I still not settle down in constant place, but now I will have to settle down at some place soon. I work like self-employed consultant computer engineer. Right now I live in Tver (very close to Moscow), but will move nearest days for the new job. Regrets I switched off phone here several days ago, because I will leave this place, but I will tell you new phone as only I'll move to a new place! I really have beautiful family. I have no much relatives. I have only my father, cousin and my daughter. We are all feel ourselves one family, though live alone. My father still working, and my cousin mostly trying to rest and enjoy life (he working in model agency as photographer). Of course I keep my daughter with me. Her name is Nadia, I had no reason to choose that name, I just like it. Nadia is beautiful and perfect child. She soon will go to school and I am trying to get her ready to it. She enjoy languages, dancing and literature! I love her very much. I have the good friends, not many but just perfect! That's the peoples on whom I can relay in almost most cases. I will try to tell you about my qualities too. Just to warn you that you could waiting from me:-) Hope not to scare you off with it. I am kind good woman, definitely kind, good looking, caring and honest. Sounds like poem in my name:-) I am some kind of dreamer, I image my sweet tales and can be really sad if they are not realizing. One of my dreams and hopes - to live in complete family somethere in good place, have good friends and not to bother ourselves with strange things like political, economical situation and etc:-). I want family there all members just life for each other. I like open minded peoples, who prefer to say sad things instead hiding it - even in the name of care. I am quite patient person, and I can holding in my feelings until I understand situation completely, but if something makes me angry - I am very temper. Like my friends tells "It's very hard to wake up good sleeping bear, but if you done it you'd better to run away":-). If apply to the facts, I am very very and very rarely get angry; can remember only couples of situation - my ex-husband lie to me, and my daughter was offended by other childrends. And if to tell about relationships with other world... There are only two sides - me and my family and rest of world. I like cooking and I like to create cosiness at the home. I always try to create sweet sweet home, and I really want to enlarge family:-) to complete family! I really miss for someone who will share with me all joys of life and could be supportive in any situation. I like nature and animals, good food and I am very romantic person. I just want to enjoy all sides of life and need the one man to share it with! Hope not scared you with big letter:-) I wish you happy merry sweet Christmass, and all the best in future. Dasha Letter 3 Dear, Happy to see your reply again, and happy to have chance to reply again. It's really becomes to be regular joy to receive your letters and read it. If someone could say me week before that I will correspond with such beautifull man like you I would never believe. I'll attach to this letter photograph of Nadia, I know you will like it, she is beautifull girl. I really like everything that I already know about you, and hope that you will do same about me:-) Wishing to tell you all about myself in one letter, not sure that it could be done, so I am trying here to tell more about anything that will come into my minds:-) I got really good education, I am bachelor - computer engineer. I was almost perfect student. I even had suggestion to continue studying to doctorate for free, but was had to reject it. I wished to study, but I was had to care about my family and my job took too much time. I think that if you couldn't put enough time in something, you'd better not to deal with it at all. If I will have a chance I wish to continue my study someday. I am not sure how to correctly translate name of my profession to English, so I'll try to describe how it looks. I work like self-employed worker, but I signed up small private computer firm, so sometimes I got orders from them or finding orders by myself. I getting order to build project for the firms which including buying hardware, software, building net for exact purposes. I can execute it at any level, from forming overall demands to switching power on on computer:-) Sometimes I works in one team with other peoples, and it's fun to meet new peoples and work together in team. This job gives me enough income for good life (not too good though:-|). Yes, I know that Russia in bad economical situation, but it only with compare with other countries. My income here could make your laugh (how about 100-200$ per month), but life here is same cheap, so it's can be compared with 5000$ per month in successful countries. So living in other country will not be hard for me, and I will be able to care about whole family even I will work alone, though moving there could be financial problem. I always dreamed to travel through the world, and this is main thing which stops me, though anyways job and study didn't gave me a chance. Anyways all these things means nothing to compare love and family. My job gives me enough time to take care about my daughter, and this is most main thing. Family interests and care and love always at first place, and career and etc always on second place. I have a lots of familiars, but real friends are real rare. Real friends will be always honest and open, they always will be supportive, as they can. But of course, I will repeat once again, family and family values always at first place. Right now I got new order to execution, and soon will move for the few days to my father and then start working at new project. And about my English. Of course because of my job and education, I got more or less good knowledge in English language, to my regrets it's mostly related with reading technicals manuals:-( I am study English language now, and hope to improve it a lot. I write my mails myself, it's not translated by someone, but as you see I can build only more or less easy sentense and sometimes have to use dictionary. Of course my speech in same sitiation. Ok, just for example of my skills in this:-) I use dictionary until this place about 12 times, and I am not sure how rightly pronounce all the words. So if you want the lady which put all her efforts for understanding, it's am I:-), but of course I can't be online Russian- English- Russian translator:-). Anyway, I hope to get on some phone soon and wish to hear your voice. It will be so pleasure. I wish to correspond with you as often as it's possible, I really hope that I will reply at least once per couple of day. I am not very familiar with internet while, hoping to improve my skill in future. Marriage agency posted my ad, and I have private mailbox. I am able to check it almost every day, and sometimes can reply immediately, but sometimes it could take a time. To my regrets, only mail protocols is available for me now, so now I could only work with e-mail. But I hope nearest day to get full access to internet, and may be even create my own homepage specially for you:-) Of course I have my own computer, not best:-) but still working. While writing this letter I discovered again that I am very romantic person. I completely falled into that tale that I am telling now. My imagination already in future, and it's seems that we became very close. I started this letter putting feelings to words, and now I even not sure there is the feelings and there is the words. Ok, I know that I can't explain it rightly, it's hard for me even at Russian. But shortly I just want you to know that I already started imaging fairy tale about us, and you are the only one to whom I could tell the things which I didn't suppose to tell someone. If you and I destined(should) to be together, I know that we will be so close as possible. You are already my friend. Obviously you have many virtues! And I really just happy that I have met you. You made my life brighter! Oh, I am sorry, I know that I may be I didn't answered all your questions here, but I just started this letter and followed my minds. I wish to write more, but I have to finish on it now and sending this letter to you with all hot of my heart. Dasha. |
| Letter 4 From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Subject: Re: My heart Beats very Fast now! Dear, I feel myself so sorry for not writing to you earlier, I got your letters and it's really joy to reply you now. May be it's sounds funny, but I just getting joy reading your mails. I really understand your letters perfectly, and I like to do it:-) May be I image fairytale for me, but I feel very very good about you and I that you feel same about me, I think that you put in words less than you really thinks, just because words can't transfer all our minds. Writing this letter took not one day, and I have many thought about our possible future. And I truly believe that it can be perfect as only it's possible. This moment I regret about not perfect understanding English more than ever. And I wish to see your face and talk with you directly, that my desire.I attend my father, but stay only for the day with him and moved to the new job place. I found this is most unusual job which I could get. It will take 2-4 weeks for executing, and there are will be a lot of workers. One building company here want to build complex of buildings in good place near lake, right now here is only walls and small houses (but comfortable!) for workers and they want to complete it all very fast. My task will be create work places for designers who will complete living houses, and planning and may be building large network which will unite all houses into one net connected to internet. That houses intended to be residence for very rich peoples. I think I will take small break/vacations after completing that project. It's enough far from civilization but it's really good looking all around. I wish you to see that place someday, it's really beautifull. There are snowy forest near, frozen lake and so silenty at the night. By the way, here is enough cold and a lot of snow. You know my dream to settle down at some warm place someday, but I should to say that it's really beautifull here even now - at winter.When I am not working (sometimes it happens more often than I wish to:-), I am trying to enjoy life. Just enjoy. I don't want to put all my life to any special purposes like: to be a president, make a lot of money, or something like this. So I am teaching my daughter to be a good and educated girl. I wish her to get good education, because I know that education gives more wide view of the world; of course if you are not too specializated in something:-) We attend museums, walking in parks, searching for the beautiful places, listening for the good music and attending theathres, just anything. Sometimes, I like to attend good night club, or good restaraunts just for getting joy from this. Sometimes it's nice to attend exhibition, see that peoples done and talk with interesting persons. Yes, my main circle is family, and I am really family-oriented person, but I can and I am looking outside that circle. Some time before I learned how to drive a car, and it gives me real joy too. I even wished to become professional, and even started to study on this too, but I noticed enough early that this is not place for women to be in racing team:-) So now you see half-professional racer without wheels:-) It was just small episode in my life, so my skills with me but I am not using it. I Very like to travel, and it's really pleasure to see new places and other cultures. Even in Russia you can meet very different places, and I even can't image that I could see in any other countries. Since marriage agency suggested me to post ad on internet, I have many thought about moving constantly to other country, and share these thoughts with Nadia. Of course I knew that I will move for the love to any place in this world:-), but after all thought I discovered that there are almost nothing in Russia that can connect me to this country strongly. Really, if to think. That usually connect peoples to country. Friends, but real friends will be happy for their friend if she will found true love. Family, yes, but moving to other country doesn't means breaking all communication. Job, may be, but not for me. I am self-employed, and I don't think that it could be problem with finding job with my specialization and education. Nadia's school, but she have to go there only on next year. Language, ok, it's not perfect, but I think it will be enough! So I am free like the bird:-)By the way, as I told here - (at my current living place) is enough far from civilization, so I made big step for me:-) I bought cell phone for me. I found it very expensive, but this is only one way, which I could become phoned there. This is most unstable/buggy thing which I ever had (or may be network operator is guilty in unstability) - for example I got several wrong calls, but sometimes it's works good. I know I should sounds like wild barbarian girl, buying cell phone which should be regular thing:-) Ok, anyways, it's full number is 7-9216459525. I should to be able to accept SMS anytime. And please if you will decide to call me, I wish at least to hear your voice, please call me after 00:00am to 02:00am my time (I am not sure in exact time difference) - it will be the best, and if you can tell me the time of your call before. My daughter will sleep already, but I like to work lately and may be we will hear each other voices at least, it will be good step:-). I am not sure how you should to call Russia, country code of Russia is 7, and my number in Russia 921-6459525. Ok, anyways if you will have a wish just try and we will see that will happens:-) Oh, and I also started creating my homepage, there I could put my photos without restriction. It's address is www.dashavo.nightmail.ru , not sure that it's already work, but you could try to take a look! I wish to tell you about my relationships with holidays too:-) Christmas, New Year, birthdays, any others holidays... I like to enjoy each day, and Nadia too. So mostly all more or less traditional holidays is the reason to have small celebration. At all in Russia there are several holidays at that days. Christmass (mostly not celebrated), New Year, other Christmass (7 january), and old New Year (13 january), so here is at least four holidays to celebrate these times. Additionally I will become one year older at 10 january:-) Of course we trying to obey most rituals during celebrating these holidays, like Christmass tree and Santa-Claus and etc. I am very like cooking, and peoples who tasted my food tells me that it was perfect, nd I really like eat some good food. I am not fan of McDonalds and half-maked food at all, though of course I could eat it for surviving. Buying food for cooking too can be fun:-), I have no special preferences, but definitely it should be good. I always try to celebrate holidays only with my family and may be with good friends, but of course such company enjoys visiting places with a lot of peoples too:-). Generally my celebration includes walks through the streets, looking all around and finding beautiful places and sitting somethere and observing. Later we came home and I am finishing preparing food. I always try to create comfort home, and make it sweet especially at holidays. I really miss for man who will enjoy things which I creating, and who could surprise me with something too:-) I dreamed how we could sitting all together someday, and just enjoying to be together! I really miss for my only man, and I almost believe that I have met you already. May be it's silly, but I just have that feelings and want you to know it!Ok, I have to finish this letter now, because otherwise I will not be able to send it soon. I just want you to know how I already miss you and constantly thinking of you my dear! Sincerely yours. Dasha. Letter 5 From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Subject: TERRIBLE EXCUSES THAT I DIDN'T WROTE EARLIER. Date: Fri, 04 Jan 2002 03:23:08 +0300 Darling, At first, thank you for beautifull collage of our photos together, I really wished to make all of us one family. You are really like air for me, I can't breath without you. I am not sure about phone, but may be holidays local operator was overloaded. Anyways, let's try next way. Do you have cell phone? You could sent then SMSs to me, using number +79216459525 (not0079216459525!) or give me your full cell number, and I will send SMS. So then you will put this russian operator to trash:-) joking:-) Anyways, I first time heard that could be operators who can tell exist number or not.Ok, just try to send me SMS, and we will see:-) I will be so happy, to receive it from you.I had no internet connections several days, and I so missed you. But I got your e-mails and will send this letter in few minutes. I just incredible happy that I have met you, and can only hope that you will reply to me.Shame on my head, but I was unable to do something to connect with you:-( I am so much understand about you and me these days, I really can't live without you! All the last days I constantly dreaming about you, I can't live without you already. I can't live without you. You came into my life like hurricane, and changes all my minds. You are beautiful and kind, and you are constantly in my head. I just started my job at new place, I found it enough hard. Here is several friends who already works with me, and they already telling me how am I changed and asking why?:-) The reason is you, you really changed my life, you gave to me hope on sweetest, happiest future. I am really romantic person, but I never even thought that I can be so romantic like now. I composed that letter several days, and sending all it in one, I really hope that you will get it.I need to tell you more detailed about my ex-husband. I need to tell you it right now. It's very sad and painfully for me, but only because of lie towards to me. You know I was married 6 years ago, and 3 years ago I noticed that he starting cheating with me. It's started from small things,and growed up. He didn't care about Nadia. I tried to talk with him, but he just download big new part of lie to me. So I decided to divorce and never regret about it. May be I was too sharp then, but it's my personality and I am not going to change myself. He never tried to at least have any contact witn Nadia, though he had right to do it by law. I even happy about it, because he rejected from my daughter, and now she not depends from him as it could be. I repaired from that cheat long time,and I had not trust to any peoples, it was hard even with my friends. But I post it all in past, I repaired my soul and my faith to other peoples, and I decided to post my ad through marriage agency. I am so happy that I have done it. I met you and you really brighten my life. I am so happy that you came into my life, and I can only pray God that he connected us. I didn't believe in destiny too much, but seems that I have to start believe! I want to tell you about my dayly life here, seems it will be usuall days. I wake up at about 10 am at morning, taking bath, and prepare breakfast.Then I waking up Nadia and feeding her with something good, but light. We always have breakfast together, and talking about nothing:-) Most of my work I'll do at home now, so Nadia will be with me almost constantly. At that time I will not have to run between buildings and measure distance and etc:-), something like chairwoman:-) I am trying to teach Nadia some English, but I am not sure if I have to do it. My English and prononciation is not best, and I am not sure that it's right from my side to teach"wrong" english, so I am trying to teach using books and watching films.Also of course mathematics, and russian language, and literature. But of course for such young lady:-) study is not all her life, she like play games; and she already made new friends here. After breakfast I start working, it's about 11-12am, so not too early. I like to start work lately, and lately finishing my work (about 8-10pm sometimes). Here now very short days, so not always easy to say that time is it now if you don't see the watch. First half of day I working with my computer and planning that to do on second part of day. At the dinner, I usually trying to prepare something very taste and special, which consist from three parts. Not sure how to describe that dishes, but believe me it have good taste. And I want to feed you too:-) I wish you to be with us to share our everyday life... or us to be with you to share your everyday life:-) I am so miss for you. At second part of day, I am starting running between building, and give commands to workers which not enough fast to run away:-) joking:-) But strange, usually it's hard to explain to employer why something should be done one way, not other, but much more easy to explain that job to do to workers. Anyways, it's rarely possible to create something good if you don't see it by your own eyes. Nadia at that time sitting at home and studing, or just play with her friends or wathching tv. She very like animation/pictures/cartoon (not sure how to translate it). As finishing my work day, I am going through all the things which should be done, and observe how much work done already. Then I am sitting at home and writing report about current day. After it I trying to get my e-mail from you, and writing reply, though I writing and translating it during day, each free minute. At evening we have supper, talking, and I put Nadia to the bad, we talking again about something and she become sleeping. At the first free day, I am going to take Nadia, and ski some. Not sure that this will be done good, at least Nadia skying better than me:-) But it could be fun, because nature all around is beautiful. At late evening, I just sitting and dreaming with you. I am dreaming about time then we all will be together, I am dreaming how we could sitting at the beach and looking to the sunrise, or sunset, or sitting at the winter near fireplace. Thinking about each other and understand each other without words. We are just all parts of one big family, and we are together. We are talking how it's wonderful to be together forever. We trying to remember that there are was the time when we live not together, and these memories just in deep fog. It's seems for us that we always was together, as was destined by the God. I decided that I will take vacations after that work, I am still not sure that time it will be complete, but I really want to meet you on my vacations (which I will get after it) if you will have a wish and possibility to make it possible. I know that I could be too rushing, but I know myself - I am not rushing now, and only if you will have wish and possibility you can get me into your arms very soon. I really reading your letters between words and between lines, and I am truly sure that I see your beautiful soul in your letters. I want to feel you in reality, I want to feel your touches. I want to see your eyes, and sink in your deep eyes. I want you to show me all around you and I wish to see everything that you will want to show me. I want to pass through your eyes to your soul, and wish you to make the same thing. I believe that nothing can't replace one real meeting. And I wish to meet you. If you have same wish and possibility, tell me about it, I will get know how we can do it. I talked about you with Nadia. We have talked a lot, and she feels very good about you. She likes you, and sending small kiss to you. And I am sending big kiss from me:-) I am really happy that Nadia already feels so much good about you. Nadia never feel so much good about somebody. I am really happy for it! We all want to become one family. I know that may be I am hopeless romantice, but I truly believe that our meeting through internet is the best thing which could happend to us. Kiss you and hug you. Yours and only yours! Dasha and Nadia. P.S.: Constantly dreaming about you. Date: Fri, 04 Jan 2002 19:40:02 +0300 Darling, Happy to have a chance today to reply enough soon:-) Though not have much time, but will try to answer on all your last letter. I read your letter, and will try to reply sentense by sentense, because I will have to run away soon. I am very happy to heard from you that you always will be honest and will never hurt me, and I truly hope that it will be so (though there are many hiden ways to hurt the lady:-). I am really big romantic, but I found myself sometimes a little skeptikal. Sounds crazy yeah? I really don't need just partners, and I truly needs love. I have enough partners if we means just suppostive friends - from school, from work, from university. But the love, it's completely other feelings, which can't be replaced with partnerships, or friendships or something else. Love is love! Not sure why I met in your letters phrases that you didn't receive whole my letter, but now I thought that may be you wrote you last letters several days too. Anyways, just in case, I attach here my previous letter below. Of course I am not writing to other men, and how I could do it if I correspond to you? I even don't understand why you asking it? May be because you corresopond with several women? Or why? I truly believe that close relationships is impossible with several persons at one time. And in my head never came, never come, and never will come even thought that you could correspond with other women in same time. I like you very lot, and I trust to you completely! By the way, if to talk about lady who writing and asking $$ for help her learn English so she can talk to you. The things which you told here about it makes me sad. Please try to understand, because my English could wrong transfer my real thoughts. If she asking for $$ for talking with you, why not to give? If you just don't want to give to Someone even 1$, then why not to reply and say "Lady, I am sorry, but I will never give to someone even 1$, even that money will be used for corresponding with me", I think it will be much more polite. I can tell you from my own position of woman, I'd prefer to receive honest answer instead silence in reply. If that lady was not enough valuable to you for spending so much money, so why not to reply and say "Lady, I am sorry, but I value talks with you by phone much less than $800, so it will be too expensive pleasure to me". Was I able to explain? Or not? I am not trying to teach you or pressure on you, but I just need understanding, because I really didn't understand why you just decide not to bother longer. Silence mostly hurts much stronger than reply. Ok, it's too hard question for trying to explain, please tell me that do you think about it? And the last thing, if you were scared by her English, just want to remind you that I am using dictionary while writing letters, and my speech is not best too. Please, darling, I just need to know your point of view. My work will consist from two parts, firstly I have to build office with computers for designers and other workers, and secondly I have to build all intranet in that small village/town. Here is enough big separate apartments for each of worker, and we could custom food and anything from city for same price which we could buy with delivery, though local shops is not too far from here. Nadia usually with me, and she have childrens to play, toys to play, tv to watch, and lessons to study, and her mom for everything rest:-))) So that's my home for a while. To my regrets that place still have no address, it's not build completely:-) But next time when I will reach big city, I should to rent post office box, and you will be able to send me something then (nothing expensive please! it will disappear then:-) I am not getting around now, I just working on this project and work hard. But at all there are a bus-stop about 15 minutes, and it goes enough often, so it's not problem to get somethere if I will need it. I am completely sure about my cell phone number, I even send SMS from internet to my cell ( www.nwgsm.com site) it comes through. I called myself and all works. Just phone calls not best, but SMS were delivered incouple of hours maximum. So I really wonder why you can't come through.Also I though that if you could give me your cell phone number, then I could send you SMS, and you will just reply, but you didn't said anything about it.I sure that situation with our EX will never happends to us. It's just impossible! Please, just stop worring about it. Someone great said: "usuall peoples who trust noone like candles, they slowly falling down without risk to crush, and never see much in their light; special peoples who have trust to peoples like big fire, they can burn fast but they will light up all around and their flames could up to the heavens". Not sure about right translation. I told you that I put my ad after stop worrying, because I didn't want hurt anyone with my worries. When I worried, then I was unable to trust completely, so I was able to hurt someone with mistrust. It's most bad thing which could happend. So I just happy that you already put your fears in past, and TRUST ME! Yours and only yours! Dasha and Nadia. |
| Darling, At first, thank you for beautifull collage of our photos together, I really wished to make all of us one family. You are really like air for me, I can't breath without you. I am not sure about phone, but may be holidays local operator was overloaded. Anyways, let's try next way. Do you have cell phone? You could sent then SMSs to me, using number +79216459525 (not 0079216459525!) or give me your full cell number, and I will send SMS. So then you will put this russian operator to trash:-) joking:-) Anyways, I first time heard that could be operators who can tell exist number or not.Ok, just try to send me SMS, and we will see:-) I will be so happy, to receive it from you.I had no internet connections several days, and I so missed you. But I got your e-mails and will send this letter in few minutes. I just incredible happy that I have met you, and can only hope that you will reply to me.Shame on my head, but I was unable to do something to connect with you:-( I am so much understand about you and me these days, I really can't live without you! All the last days I constantly dreaming about you, I can't live without you already. I can't live without you. You came into my life like hurricane,and changes all my minds. You are beautiful and kind, and you are constantly in my head. I st started my job at new place, I found it enough hard. Here is several friends who already works with me, and they already telling me how am I changed and asking why?:-) The reason is you, you really changed my life, you gave to me hope on sweetest, happiest future. I am really romantic person, but I never even thought that I can be so romantic like now.I composed that letter several days, and sending all it in one, I really hope that you will get it. I need to tell you more detailed about my ex-husband. I need to tell you it right now. It's very sad and painfully for me, but only because of lie towards to me. You know I was married 6 years ago, and 3 years ago I noticed that he starting cheating with me. It's started from small things, and growed up. He didn't care about Nadia. I tried to talk with him, but he just download big new part of lie to me. So I decided to divorce and never regret about it. May be I was too sharp then, but it's my personality and I am not going to change myself. He never tried to at least have any contact witn Nadia, though he had right to do it by law.I even happy about it, because he rejected from my daughter, and now she not depends from him as it could be. I repaired from that cheat long time, and I had not trust to any peoples, it was hard even with my friends. But I post it all in past, I repaired my soul and my faith to other peoples, and I decided to post my ad through marriage agency. I am so happy that I have done it. I met you and you really brighten my life. I am so happy that you came into my life, and I can only pray God that he connected us. I didn't believe in destiny too much, but seems that I have to start believe! I want to tell you about my dayly life here, seems it will be usuall days. I wake up at about 10 am at morning, taking bath, and prepare breakfast. Then I waking up Nadia and feeding her with something good, but light. We always have breakfast together, and talking about nothing:-) Most of my work I'll do at home now, so Nadia will be with me almost constantly. At that time I will not have to run between buildings and measure distance and etc:-), something like chairwoman:-) I am trying to teach Nadia some English, but I am not sure if I have to do it. My English and prononciation is not best, and I am not sure that it's right from my side to teach"wrong" english, so I am trying to teach using books and watching films.Also of course mathematics, and russian language, and literature. But of course for such young lady:-) study is not all her life, she like play games; and she already made new friends here.After breakfast I start working, it's about 11-12am, so not too early. I like to start work lately, and lately finishing my work (about 8-10pm sometimes). Here now very short days, so not always easy to say that time is it now if you don't see the watch. First half of day I working with my computer and planning that to do on second part of day. At the dinner, I usually trying to prepare something very taste and special, which consist from three parts. Not sure how to describe that dishes, but believe me it have good taste. And I want to feed you too:-) I wish you to be with us to share our everyday life... or us to be with you to share your everyday life:-) I am so miss for you. At second part of day, I am starting running between building, and give commands to workers which not enough fast to run away:-) joking:-) But strange, usually it's hard to explain to employer why something should be done one way, not other, but much more easy to explain that job to do to workers. Anyways, it's rarely possible to create something good if you don't see it by your own eyes. Nadia at that time sitting at home and studing, or just play with her friends or wathching tv. She very like animation/pictures/cartoon (not sure how to translate it). As finishing my work day, I am going through all the things which should be done, and observe how much work done already. Then I am sitting at home and writing report about current day. After it I trying to get my e-mail from you, and writing reply, though I writing and translating it during day, each free minute. At evening we have supper, talking, and I put Nadia to the bad, we talking again about something and she become sleeping. At the first free day, I am going to take Nadia, and ski some. Not sure that this will be done good, at least Nadia skying better than me:-) But it could be fun, because nature all around is beautiful.At late evening, I just sitting and dreaming with you. I am dreaming about time then we all will be together, I am dreaming how we could sitting at the beach and looking to the sunrise, or sunset, or sitting at the winter near fireplace. Thinking about each other and understand each other without words. We are just all parts of one big family, and we are together. We are talking how it's wonderful to be together forever. We trying to remember that there are was the time when we live not together, and these memories just in deep fog. It's seems for us that we always was together, as was destined by the God. I decided that I will take vacations after that work, I am still not sure that time it will be complete, but I really want to meet you on my vacations (which I will get after it) if you will have a wish and possibility to make it possible. I know that I could be too rushing, but I know myself - I am not rushing now, and only if you will have wish and possibility you can get me into your arms very soon. I really reading your letters between words and between lines, and I am truly sure that I see your beautiful soul in your letters. I want to feel you in reality, I want to feel your touches. I want to see your eyes, and sink in your deep eyes. I want you to show me all around you and I wish to see everything that you will want to show me. I want to pass through your eyes to your soul, and wish you to make the same thing. I believe that nothing can't replace one real meeting. And I wish to meet you. If you have same wish and possibility, tell me about it, I will get know how we can do it.I talked about you with Nadia. We have talked a lot, and she feels very good about you. She likes you, and sending small kiss to you. And I am sending big kiss from me:-) I am really happy that Nadia already feels so much good about you. Nadia never feel so much good about somebody. I am really happy for it! We all want to become one family. I know that may be I am hopeless romantice, but I truly believe that our meeting through internet is the best thing which could happend to us. Kiss you and hug you. Yours and only yours! Dasha and Nadia. P.S.: Constantly dreaming about you ------------------------------------------- From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Subject: Re: I am So sorry Date: Sun, 06 Jan 2002 13:48:07 +0300 Darling, Oh, darling, how I happy to write to you again. There are was big snowfall last time, and I was unable to reach internet club and send e-mail to you. Though I didn't stop working:-\ I so much thinking of you these times. You are always with me, in each my step, in each my deal, always. I really can't understand how have you done it:-) You should to teach me, then I will use it on you:-) Now at mornings, I and Nadia have time to ski some, because it takes a time while workers will clear workplaces from snow. I found it's enough fun, and happy to tell you that I stand on legs now more than fallen down. I'd like to ski someday with you, but may be better will be water ski in more warm place. It's really terrible cold here now. Please don't think that you makes me felt that you don't trust me, I just put warning - please trust me, or not trust me, because I don't want to be hurted with mistrust. And I happy that you took my advise, it makes you much more closer to me! Ok, I don't know that happend with our cell phones, I tried to send you SMSs about 10 times, but it never come through. May be our operaters have no roaming agreement? I don't know. But anyways, I never heard about Ermac, JSC, Star, Siberia, Tele syst operators. By the way, which standart we meant? GSM, N-AMPS, CDMA? I know MTS, NWGSM, DELTATELECOM, BEE LINE and some other operators. Mine is NWGSM (site is www.nwgsm.com ). Ok, but please don't call "President Putin", here all enough scared by him, so not sure that this is good idea:-\ May be someday I will tell you detailed, but obviously not through e-mail. Oh, darling, I know your wish to congratulate me with birthday, so your wish even more important than congratulation. My parents were very happy together, and I really hope that someday I .. and you?!:-) will be same happy couple. They meet each other by mails (regular mails of course:-), and was all just beautiful. Someday they met each other in person, only after couple of letters, and fall in love completely. They really loved each other, and was able to enjoy each deal together and each day which they lived together. I don't know that will happend with us, but I just remember that story, and it put happy smile on my face. They have many friends, who also become friends of mine, because my parents were proud of me. My father very like me to visit him, and he always ready to help me in anything. As I told he live in Gatchina, which is near Saint Petersburg. My cousin is constantly in travels. He works as photographer for model agencies. He truly believes that bad photos have no right to exist, I upload to my site all photos which he cut and that all that I have. I hope you will be able to recognize me, Nadia and him there. To my regrets, I have no photo of my parents. I am so much dreamed and thinked about us. I really need to see you. Please tell me if we can meet, you wrote nothing about it, or I didn't get that letter:-((( I so enjoy to read your letters, in any case they makes me feel good. I reread all your letters, and it gives me joy, and I truly see you face behind my screen. Here are one big room for conference, which almost constantly busy at day, and empty at evenings. There are real fireplace. I sitted near fireplace with Nadia, we are looking to the window and snow falls and falls. It was so warm, and good to look. Snow around, and heat goes from fireplace. We talked a lot, we discussing all the things usually, and last time we again talked about all of us. How it could be sweet to be all together. If not to think about it, you may be not noticed it. But there are emptiness in the heart, then you have no beloved person near you. And this emptiness can't be filled with job, joy, food or something else. It's emptiness in soul, and I truly feel that you are filling it. I feel myself so strange and unusuall. Just peace came to me from heaven, and I enjoyed it. I imaged all us together sitting here, I closed my eyes and just enjoy that feeling... some later fire in fireplace get down... and we came home, I felt myself so lonely in this cold world, under moon and snow around, but I have all of us in my heart and this is warming up me. I am so happy. You made me happy. Tender kiss to you. Yours and only yours. Dasha. From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Date: Wed, 09 Jan 2002 04:15:15 +0300 Darling, Sitting now in internet cafe, and can't send my wroten letter to you because I can't read diskette:-( So will try to reply on your last letters. So I just reading your letter line by line, and writing reply, from first lines I suspected that mood of my letter could change during writing, so remember, I didn't read them all. I just read it line by line and writing reply. I love the sentense "I think the world of you and Nadia and would do anything for you", but you told that you are sad, then why??? Oh, I understand your friend upset you, it's very sad. But I like peoples who not hiding their thoughts, and it's very interesting that he will tell if you will like me and we will married?:-) I know the answer, he will tell that he mistaken. On his place, I could say something like ", I have bad thoughts about relationships with woman, but I am not sure if I should to tell you it and upset you". This is the usuall way for me then I want to tell something not good to my friends. Peoples who don't ask same questions, usually try to teach everybody:-) But I really see that Martin care about you, and I like such peoples. Don't know is it good or bad, just wished to tell you how I think. Usually I listen all opinions, but do like my heart leads me:-) Now I should to regret that I am not enough old for you? Funny, never thought in that case. Darling, please try to understand. I never care about my appereance too much (just wash face, hands and etc:-) but try to be in good health. For knowing my age, I have to looks to my birthday certificate. And more over, who know how older was Adam compared to Eve? Someone knows? More over, most problem in close relationships (even with "just" friends) for most peoples is age. Usually friends are same age, not only because they are from schoolarships or something like this, but because usually they have similar way of minds and habbits. Anyway, I am from diffirent country at all, so my thought could be different not only because of age, but also and even more different because of other culture!!! What thing should scare you and him more. But this really don't scare me, if to apply to facts, I have no problem with communications with peoples. I have friends in any ages, from 10 years to 80+, and I see no problem, just didn't found special man until I met you. But one thing I completely disagree with you. Decision can't be only mine. Because if you have any doubts (anyway you touched that theme), better to delete it before meeting. And the last one, things which can hurt always better to hear from friends... or strangers:-\ Don't know why. But after all it, I have to ask two questions "Are age difference really don't bother you?", "Are you relay on my words that age difference don't bother me?". Ok, it was logilac .... now directly from heart - "I saw your photos and I like it. More over and main thing - I like you for your letters! Is there any age difference??? Really??? Oh, who cares about it if we love each other!". Oh, I am terrible sorry if I were not able to send that letter in time... you will worried longer:-((( Sorry me. I will have vacations somethere in Febraury, starting from 1-15 and will take if for 3-4 weeks. Otherwise I really will not be able to spend much time with you:-( Better to plan it on Febraury. At that time most possible that I will be with my father, and there are only one international airport in St.Petersburg, though I don't know the name:-( Ok, main thing in this letter it's that I really don't care about age difference, and please answer my three questions... Here is third "Why you never invite me to you?". It's just a question, not proposal or something like this, but answer is very important for me, may be even more important than age difference for your friend. I have to run now, sorry:-( With love. Dasha. --------------------------------- From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Subject: Re: My Dear Darling Dasha Date: Fri, 11 Jan 2002 04:03:02 +0300 Darling, I am so liked reply on your letter lines by lines, so I will continue that practise, ok:-)? Not sure about time of my e-mail, if I could send it through "normal" internet provider, then I can be sure. But obviously my e-mails somethere delayed. 1:30 GMT really should be my time 4:30 local, so seems that it delayed for at least 5 hours:-( Not sure how it could be. May be I should propose build new net for that internet cafe?:-) then it work faster, but it will delay our meeting so I will not:-\ Usually I get back from internet cafe not later than 11:59pm. Oh dear, then I told that it can't be my decision alone, I really meant it! It was not ONLY my decision, it was decision about us, and it was decision both of us, you just were able to tell your opinion earlier:-) Could I explain? I mean, no matters who said decision first, but main thing that nobody commands, so it's decision both of us! And by the way my father live in Gatchina:-) though it's near to St.Petersburg. And exact dates still unknown, but definitely from 15 to 28 febraury I will be free. Ok, and about third question, I got the answer, which born new question:-) Why you think that this is improper? I know that this is your belief and just silly to ask why:-) But I mean that makes you think in such way? It's sounds like... I don't know. Ok, one thing follow from such your words. We will live in Russia, so better to find some more large apartments, because you will never invite me to you, because it will be improper. Correct? Hey, I am not against! Russia is most funny country, you just need to have ability to laugh on everything, especially sad andbad:-) There in the world you can break any rule and stay innocent with just paying small amount?:-) But now I read next line, and I am not sure. What is really word IMPROPER means? Because in next sensense you told that you would like bring me with Nadia to you! Your opinion is just perfect,from 1 number until 3 number, not because I want to have some rest in England:-) but because you again show your care about me! If you are familiar with travel from Russia to other countries, then let's do it! Or I can ask my father, he have perfect old friends in travel agency who specialized on travel from Russia to other countries, they are experienced and fast. We just need to be ensure about exact dates. But main thing, it should be time to spend together! No deals or work, nothing except us! I am really apprecated with answer which you gave to me, and I can't express how wonderful you are! Oh darling, you are so sweet, you are really telling all my dreams. I truly believe in complete trust, and if someday you will askme to jump from window, I will jump because I trust you!!! I don't know how you can skating on ice and making ice under your bolder, for you not to fall in water under ice, but this ice is really me, and I will do anything for you not to fall. We are really missing parts of each other! There are nothing which you upset me, honesty and openless is most main thing, I like your way to speak heart by heart! I love you darling and really can't live without you! God blessed us. I have to run home now, so I will finish on it, and waiting for your next letter. With love. Dasha and Nadia. P.S.: Sending this letter at 10:20PM 10 january (just to be sure if letters delayed) |
| From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Subject: Re: DASHA, THEY SAID THIS WAS DELAYED.so I send again Date: Sat, 12 Jan 2002 23:20:00 +0300 Darling) I read your three beautiful letters shortly and happy to write response. It's some pity that e-mails could be delayed for so long time, but it's much faster than usual regular letters:-) I just happy to see letters from you and it's joy to read it, because I never know that you will tell me next, but each thing is beautiful! Oh, sweety, I can guess that makes your heart go boooommm:-) Not sure how to call it, but it's definitely same thing which make my heart to go booommm:-) I really love you, and I wish someday to hear it from you in Russian. Don't buy cd's, I will teach you this great words with pleasure and it will be first thing then we will meet! It was so wonderful to hear your beautiful voice, oh dear, you drive me crazy! My birthday, it's was not too wonderful, because I was too far away from you. I was really sad on my birthday, my father congratulate me and workers, but it's really only a little sense without you. But you always with me in my minds! My heart with happiness, that somethere, in exact place, sit my only man and constantly dreaming and thinking about me and I am thinking about him even more! My father visited me on birthday, and co-workers too create small celebration (though I still can't understand why they know the date, I told noone:-(. I talk with my father about you a lot, and he is really happy for both of us. We discuss with him a lot of things, and about my travel to you too, I will write some below. My vacations. I can start it at 10 Febraury, and take it for one month, up to 10 March. So our vacations suits to each other just perfectly! Though I can't image how I will miss you until 25 Febraury:-( It's really destiny, I could take vacations only once per year, and it's just really fate or destiny that our vacations fits to each other so perfectly! I want to meet you, because I love you. And I want Nadia to see you, because I talked with her too, and she like you very much. It's a pity that you will not be able to write until you will be away:-( I hope you will be able to catch my e-mail before you will leave, so I will try to put here all the things about our meeting! But I see that you have account on www.hotmail.com , this service should be aviable from any place with internet, just visiting site! So I hope you will be able to see my letter, even if you will not catch it up at home. Oh darling, I wish you to show me and Nadia all the things in England, but I scared to disappoint you with one thing:-) I don't love shop, can say that I like it:-) but not love:-) But I love to buy good food, and hope to prepare wonderful supper for you! I talked with my father about travel. He have perfect friends in travel agency, and he dealed with money transfer from other countries for different companies here in Russia. So I can drop on you head much more information than I supposed to be able to drop:-) And one main thing more. This is the word IMPROPER. I think I understand now that is word PROPER, and IMPROPER. So your wish to see me override any other things in you:-))) Oh, how it looks same to me now! YES, I WANT TO COME TO YOU TO ENGLAND WITH NADIA AND HAVE ALL THE THINGS TOGETHER. I always think that this is IMPROPER from lady to ask money for travel, but NOW MY WISH TO SEE YOU override any of my proud and thoughts about PROPER THINGS! We could have two most wonderful weeks together, and it's just GREAT! ONLY WE ARE TOGETHER! Ok, about my visit to you. YES, I CAN ACCEPT $US FROM YOU. I NEVER ASK AND OF COURSE NEVER ACCEPT ANY MONEY FROM SOMEBODY, I HATE TO BE OWE, AND WAS ONLY TWO PEOPLES WHOM I COULD ASK ABOUT IT, BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT'S IMPROPER FOR LADY TO ASK ABOUT SUCH THINGS. THESE PEOPLES WAS ONLY MY FATHER AND MY COUSIN. NOW I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU COMPLETELY, SO I CAN DO IT, AND WILL BE HAPPY TO MEET YOU. I will work hard until 10 Febraury, and will have only one or two days free. I never visited other countries, and so never have thoughts how much time it can take if to be done by my own hands. It will be just impossible to do it all by my own hands:-( BUT, my father told me the way which we can do it. The BEST way for me will be to do it through travel agency there friends of my father work. In this case I will need only give my russian internal passport to my father, and they will do all the rest. My father can accept cost of this from you through Western Union (he told that it's very reliable and safe), because it will be easy for him to get into Saint Petersburg in work days, but I have to work in work days and at holidays banks are closed. But that travel agency need to hold all the things in their hands, and need to do it through tourist visa, so whole cost will be about 1985 us dollars (including hotel, flight tickets, foreign passport, visa for me and Nadia and everything) it's a really much though includes everything, and nothing to care about, just eagerly waiting! This will be the best way, but I am not sure that it will be possible. They could prepare travel in 4-6 weeks (but prefer to have more time), and will do it for 2 weeks to stay. Of course possible to custome through them only part of these things (without hotel or tickets), but to custom everything will be most comfortable way for me. I don't know if it will be proper for us, but I will be just happy if it will work this way, because it's easiest and best way for me. My full oficial name is "Daria Shahova". If way which I told will works for you, then better if you can send cost to my father to "Yuriy Lavrenets", "Russia", "Saint Petersburg", then he will need "control number of transfer", your full name and address from you to receive it. My father will stay with me for a while, and will come some later. Ok, that's all and I can't wait for your reply now. Sweety, I can't say how I excited to see you in person. I really need you to be with me. I truly believe that we are destined to each other. Oh dear, I am so... I can't say. You just put peace in my soul, and that feeling just beautiful. Peace, understanding, trust, love ... all the things which I missed in my live... and you gave all it to me. I HAPPY! I LOVE YOU! With love from Dasha and Nadia!!! ------------------------ From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Subject: LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU! Date: Tue, 15 Jan 2002 23:50:00 +0300 Darling, Sitting now, and writing letter to you. Sweet smile appears at my face, I looking to the cold snow around, but there are so warm inside me with each thought about you. Like small heater in my heart. My co-workers noticed that I changed greatly. It's really true. You just made me happy, I never felt myself so happy through all my life. I was happy when Nadia were born, it can be compared only with it. I don't know that things will happend with us in future, but I truly believe that we very important for each other, and very need each other, and love each other. And this will make our way on the road of life easier and we will be just happy all together. I wish to see your face right now, I miss you so much and so strong. Weather here changed greatly, and now here is much warmer, though of course snow all around. I really dreaming about some warm place, and like sitting near fireplace. First part of job is almost finished, and now my usuall job is to install needed software and drivers for computers. It's much more easier for me at all, because I am sitting in warm place instead working on the street. This place is really become more real and good, though then I remembering one owner who came here to look at all this, I think that I never want to bought house here because of neigherhoods. Cost of houses here will be from 100 to 200 thousands us dollars, which is enough expensive, but not too much for peoples who can afford it. At all Russia is very funny place. There are a lot of poor peoples, very small amount of average wealth peoples (like me for example:-), and small amount of VERY rich peoples. So, only last part of peoples can allow such houses for themselves, and this is not much for them. I don't like peoples from last group. They are very diffirent, they always right, and never hearing other opinions. One owner of house (part of them already sold, though notbuild:-) came here to observe, oh God, try to "teach" EACH of workers how to execute their work. Owner was loud, and heard nobody. It's just terrible. That place lose many charming after this visit.Sweety, I am so happy. I know that I will be with you very soon, and really counting days to our meeting! I read your last two letters, and it's so cute! I didn't miss your two letters, I really LOVE YOU. You are my man and this makes me soooo happy. I am so excited to see you! I thinking of you always! It's so sweet that you almost miss your plane just because I am more important. Darling, you are GENTELMAN and I am YOUR LADY. And we love each other! And nothing else matters! You heart so sweet, and I can't express how happy I am. Honey:-) I am not sure that you wrote in letter about transfer through Western Union, did they get it in time or not. I didn't understand it, but suppose that they didn't get in time because you didn't send control number. Oh, I just got your letter from 25, it's next after letter which you wrote in airport! Oh sweety, I understand now, western union was not enough fast. Darling, YOU KNOW THAT I TRUST YOU COMPLETELY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, but I just can't collect enough for pay for travel. Darling, I talked with travel agency exactly again, and may be it will not create problem, at least problem with time:-\ They told that it takes 4-6 weeks for preparing travel, but price depends from how much time do they have. Than earlier than cheaper. I tried to owe at my friends, at my job,at my father, but without any success. All that I was able to collect it's just 400$, travel agency will not start with it:-( But I talked about vacations from 25 Febraury to 9 March, so it's possible to pay them at 21th January or even at 25th or 28 January. So they want (2185$ at 21th, 2385$ at 25th, or 2585$ at 28th January) And though it will take some time for transfer (they need it here at 21th), I sure that we can do it. I asked my father, and he will be with me at 21th January, we will check e-mail at 21 January (at about 3:00pm - if later then my father will not be able to get in western union in time), and if western union will be able to make transfer in time, then travel agency will got cost in this day. Anyway, darling. MOST MAIN - I LOVE YOU!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! And this is the story which happend to me just some before. You know that I am not religion fan, and I am not going to be fanatic. But I truly believe that there are someone who observe for all of us, and makes lifes of good peoples much better. Last time when ski with Nadia in forest, I noticed couple of almost destroyed buildings. It was several wooden houses, and there are was church from the rocks - looks like new. It looks like sign. I don't believe in signs, astrology and other such things, if they don't prove my opinion and if they don't tell right things (comfortable opinionisn't it?:-). But it looks like "all the things can be destroyed with the time, except something really strong created with feeling". I thought, that people who lived here, built their houses from wood, but find the rocks for creating church, because they have belief in God. And their feeling of belief, looks as new even after after many years. I truly believe that feelings which we have, will come through all our lifes, until death and even more, because we put perfect stones and grow up our feelings perfectly. I really love you. Thinking of you constantly and waiting for new letters sweety! MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU AND LOVE YOU AND KISSING YOU THROUGH E-AIR!!!! With love. Dasha and Nadia. =---------------------- From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Subject: We are just one part of whole thing! Soulmate! Date: Fri, 18 Jan 2002 20:18:24 +0300 My darling, I am so so so incredible happy! I got your letters and were able to read attachments! You are so cute, care and kind. I just can't express my feelings and when I will meet you it will be just lighting and big explosion:-) I love you, and my heart are beating with highest speed. I feel things which I never even supposed to be able to feel, it so strange:-) but it's so great. LOVE! YOU ARE MY TRUE LOVE! You are always with me, my life is easier because you help me in each of my deal just with your presense in my minds:-) Nadia looking to me and just happy with me too. My friends telling me that they never see me so lucky and crazy. They are envy to me:-) I am so happy! I reading your letter and just see how your fingers type it it's so sweet. I am sooo regret that my letters losing so much during translation:-( Oh sweety, it will be happiest time when I will meet you in person. I can't image that I will have to leave you at least for several days after my visit:-( I will ask travel agency if we can find any way to stay forever immediately from first visit!!! Can I?:-) sweeeeety:-) I reread my previous letter about 21th and 25th, and realized that I was some wrong in translation:-( Yes, there are will be no problem to start preparing travel (bring cost to agency) at 21th or 25th or 28th January, difference only in cost. I just meant that it should be Moscow(St.Petersburg) time 21th or 25th or 28th, because there are some time difference. So no problem to bring payment to travel agency at 25th or even 28th!!! Shortly (because of my terrible English): they will start at 21th for 2185, they will start at 25th for 2385, they will start at 28th at 2585, but ANYWAY they will do it in time!!! So please don't worry about it! Sweety, I know that you will never let me down, and this is one from beautifullest knowledge which I have ever had. I know that I can relay on you in anything, this gives me so strong.... oh dear, I just LOVE YOU and HAPPY!!! Darling, I don't know how to work offline in hotmail, but MS-WORD, especially earlier versions is regular format; though sometimes it's easier to use simple txt format. So I just happy that I were able to open your attachments and enjoy reading it. There are so much things to discover, and it's so great to just know that everything that we will discover in each other will give to us just more joy! Darling, I am so pleased with your excuses that I asked for money at my family and at friends. But you don't need to excuse, you just didn't knew situation in Russia. Russia is a wild place at all, credit cards can be used only with passport and used only in several enough expensive places,banks accounts less reliable that wallet, credit never will be given without mortage. Noone have insureance, even for cars and of course to health. From other hand, all internal things are cheap and education and medicine almost free. And a lot of corruption:-( Darling, I just know that your intentions are always kind and good. I trust you in everything and will do all for us to be together. I love you! This is not sounds awful for me that you are ready for all for me. Because I have same about you. This can sounds awful for peoples who never felt LOVE. But we LOVE each other, and this is most greatest which can ever happend with peoples! And LOVE happend to us! Oh dear, your trip is really terrible:-( I know it. I was in same situations couple of times, and I clearly understand it, though I never dealed with Immigration service, I know how it's hard to arrive in unknown place without possibilities to. One thing I sure, in any situation we will be together! Because we love each other! YOU ARE MY GENTLEMAN AND I AM YOUR LADY. I am thinking of your always, and my heart are knocking to the all parts of body to jump out and reach you! We both are last romantic at this Earth, but I don't care, cause we don't need anymore romantic peoples:-))) Darling, I truly believe that we found each other because we was destined, or just lucky or something else. Reason is nothing, main thing that I just KNOW that WE FOUND TRUE LOVE. I am constantly thinking of you, each of my thoughts are warm my heart, anything that I think is thoughts only with you. I clearly understand your emotions and feelings, it's just same like mine. Oh dear, you change everything inside me and outside me. I believe that we are SOULMATES, not sure that this words are means exactly:-) But from dictionary I discover, that soulmates this is a peoples with one soul for two peoples, who will feel themselves completely only together. I truly believe that we are SOULMATE, you are my sweetheart, sweetsoul:-)!!! I miss you very much honey:-) I LOVE YOU MY SWEETHEART! KISS YOU AND HUG YOU! With love. Dasha and Nadia. |
| From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Date: Sun, 27 Jan 2002 00:08:13 +0300 My honey sweety, I LOVE YOU! I got your letters two and three, and now sitting and reply to you, I will reply line by line. My father gone to travel agency with answers, and I hope he will be back tomorrow at morning, so I will be able to reply more detailed about travel in one way:-) to you hands! some later, but can't hold myself and not going to hold!!! from writing reply.I am constantly thinking of you sweety:-) It's really terrible pity that we can't freely talk by phone:-( But I think that this is good sign that you did reach me on my birthday:-) It is really amazing! I truly believe that someone observing for all of us, and give good peoples signes and happiness. I feel, even more - I just know that we found each other, because we was created for each other. I just love you and this is just great! Other sign should be - that you didn't met your ex at flat! Oh sweety, I perfectly understand all your words, I got all your letters (1,2,3) and I happy to read them. I am so enjoy each word, because it's not words, but the only way to feel you close my honey. I didn't put more pictures on my site, I just sent all pictures some time ago, but site is not good and they didn't post it all at one time. And I happy that you discover it first! I took a look at site just now, and see that they finally upload all the photos! You are so care, and genuine. I am so enjoy your words about me! And darling, you deserve ALL the good things in this world! And I promiss, I will give you ALL that I will be able to give, and even more! You are just PERFECT GENTLEMAN for ME, YOUR LADY. You are my PRINCE, AND I LOVE YOU! Sweety, heater in my heart seems to be near explosion, I am SOOO LOVE YOU! Darling, there are incredible thing which happend to us -LOVE! All the world around me knows that something just great happend to me, I didn't talk about you with everybody - only with friends and my father, and cousin and of course Nadia:-)))1, but I just can't hold myself. I want to whisper to the WHOLE world, simple words which express everything "DASHA LOVES LES!!!". You came into my life, and I came in your life, and this is really just the BEST which God can give to us - EACH OTHER, LOVING, CARING, JUST PERFECT! I wish to write and write, and I am SOOOO regret that I can't at least just drop a notes very oftenly, each momen, each minute. I am so regret that it takes so much time to reach internet cafe and send letter (I just even not each evening have time to get there and be able to come back in time to last bus:-(), I wish to do it everyday, and many times at day!!! Just because!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I am SO happy that your Boss called you because of ask, but not because of any problem! In Russia, call from Boss usually means troubles:-\ I wish to stay with you after holidays, and I just hope that we will be able to organize through travel agency travel with no return!!! I am SOOO dreaming to come to you and never leave, even for day, hour, minute, second... moment:-)! I just happy that you put all that you wrote in your letter, even things which you wrote before you get my reply! EACH of your word, is giving me joy and important for me! Let's never try to control our hearts, they are destined to each other, and will find the best way to unite! Sweety, as only as I will be able to make phone works for your call, I will write you immediately!!! And please don't worry about intercepting letters, I have some thought about it, and just sure that this just impossible to realize. By the work, I dealed with network security and realize that intercepting letters too hard for care about it - it's enough secure generally, easier to catch person and ask about contents of letter:-) You are sooo caring, my honey:-) Darling, I am so happy that we so perfectly understand each other! I know that there are a lot of peoples around us who cares about strange things (from my point of view:-) - career, money, appearence. I will never understand such peoples. I remembering story from ancient ages history: one chief of country wants to conquer nearest country, then nearest countries, then far countries, and finally conqeur the world. But one man ask him, that you will do then? Chief answer: will relax and enjoy life. Man told: why not to start relaxing and enjoy life right now, instead conquer world? Oh, I hope I translate it right. I meant most of peoples try to achieve many goals in their life, for be able enjoy life later. I always ask such peoples, why don't you want to enjoy your life right now! I LOVE YOU! I HAVE ONLY ONE WISH - TO LIVE WITH YOU, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! I DON'T CARE ABOUT OTHER THINGS, BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST PERFECT MAN, CARING, LOVING, TENDER! I GAVE TO YOU MY HEART, ALREADY! I GAVE TO YOU MY LOVE! AND THIS IS FOREVER! AND NOTHING WILL CHANGE IT! You answers on question will affect only on conditions of travel agency for me to come to you, and have no return, from first travel! I am not sure that they call "official restriction for marriage", there are many different laws in many different countries, so the person who have restriction will knows about it:-) If you don't know then you don't have it! I happy that I have all papers from my ex, there he rejected from all right towards Nadia - even to communicate with Nadia, this is the only real thing which could disturb. And I just happy that there are no such things!!! Oh darling, this letter will be some mixed from different parts! While I sitting in internet club and finishing letter, my father is just arrive, so I will add here information which he bring!. And YES, OF COURSE, I told him about your promiss to him!!! He was just happy and lucky!!! To my regrets I don't have many time to write right now, but I will put here main information shortly (sentense by sentense), because I am not sure if I will get tomorrow to internet club. There are no problems with my travel to your sweet hands at dates which we customed. We can extend time of vacations if we will want (for any period up to 30 days) for additional cost. Travel agency get your answers on their questionare, and get their final decision! WE CAN COME TO YOU AT VACATIONS AND HAVE NO RETURN!!! More over, this is just best time for organize it for many reasons! (main from it - my big official income right now, and perfect resume from job, and first leaving Russia). If I will return after vacations back to Russia:-((oh sweety, please don't let me go if we will be able!!!), then I will not be able to receive job with same good official income (will be more prizes and etc, but official will be low), and it will create some problems, especially if it will be long project:-( BUT please DON'T BE AFRAID, even if way of travel agency will not suits to us because of cost, MAIN - I LOVE YOU! AND WE WILL DO ANYTHING TO BE TOGETHER!!! FOREVER!!! WE WILL OVERRIDE ANYTHING!!! AND I KNOW THAT I WILL SEE YOU SOOOO SOON!!! To my regrets travel agency were unable to tell exact cost of travel in one way (still only their usuall price from 5 to 15 thousands for it:-(. We have to give them final answer before 30 January, but bring cost to them as soon as possible. They are not sure, but than sooner than better (at all better till 31 January), and 5-7 Febraury will be last day. Main problem it's a cost, because they didn't tell it exactly, and they need to know answer before 30 January. My father had next suggestion - on next time when he will visit travel agency, he will ask them about exact cost, and if he will know that we can let it then he will say yes -travel in one way!, if we will not be able then he will say no - just a travel for first time. So darling, if you can find out how much you can have on your hands without problems to send here in dates between 30 January and 5-7 Febraury, then he will have this knowledge. It seems to be good way. My father will stay for a while with me, until I will get reply from you and then he will go to travel agency for finalizing conditions and etc. Additionally travel agency told, that if I will travel in one way, then they of course will return back cost of back flights, and cost of reserving hotel. Though anyway it will be very expensive, though cheaper to do it at first time. Also travel agency told, that once I will decide to leave Russia forever, then goverment of Russia owe money to me, which they receive from taxes (or something like this) and keep for my future. I never heard about it, but it seems to be right. Travel agency send request to social service for knowing exact amount, which they also exclude from cost. Right now travel agency looking to two ways of organizing it - through work visa, or through some kind of using fiancee visa! Sweety:-) can I call myself your fiancee:-)))) I know I can!!! Because you are MY MAN! FOREVER! Oh, finally I finished it! Darling, I JUST LOVE YOU! AND I WANT TO BE IN YOUR HANDS, AND I WANT TO STAY FOREVER WITH YOU, IF IT ONLY WILL BE POSSIBLE, OH SWEETY HONEYLES:-)))Darling, don't worry about mistakes in your letters, especially spell mistakes! Not only the words, but how they writen transfers to me your mood and happiness sweety! Darling, I just now remembering that I am waking up at night several times and have unusuall occasional feeling in head during day! I believe that at that times you sitting and writing some more to me!!! I just understand this, after your words "what made you wake up after only 2 hours sleep". I just LOVE YOU! And it seems for me that I feel sometimes that do you do! Oh sweety, I am so happy that I didn't lost in your "junk mail" mailbox. I understand it perfectly! I got a lot of spam/junk e-mails, from different suggestions something to buy or to sell and etc. I see four yahoo.greetings from you, but were unable to open it because internet connection bad, I will try to do it next time:-) You are so sweet darling! At all you don't need to sign up with Yahoo for sending greetings card. But about "cookies", this is the feature which allow internet site to store information on your computer for their internal needs (like links visited, counters and etc), but also allow internet sites to collect information about you which belongs to other sites. So usually mit better not to accept it, though it makes surfing through internet more comfortable, but also decrease security, at all - no difference to use it or not. Main thing that you GOT MY CARD!!! I am so HAPPY to tell you words I LOVE YOU in one more way:-) And sweety, I got your new picture!!! You are GREAT!!! Darling, your photos all just the BEST, because it's YOU on photos!!! And your last picture, you are just beautiful TRULY! I love you! And there are no right words to express my feelings! I just... just... oh, I LOVE YOU! Sweety, it's really long time to wait (4 weeks), but you don't have to prepare anything except yourself:-) I know now that travel agency have possibility to unite us forever, we can be forever together just after 4 weeks! I don't know if it will work, because their price can be great, I just hope that all will work! Please, sweety, don't worry about place to live and school for Nadia! I just know that we will find the best way to organize everything, because we LOVE each other. And there are NO PROBLEMS for us, we will need just choose the way and follow it with any thing - school, place to live! I know that all will work for us, because we LOVE each other, and we are HAPPY together! I ALWAYS WILL BE WITH YOU!!! I JUST HAPPY TO BE WITH YOU! YOU MEANS WHOLE WORLD FOR ME! WE BOTH CHANGED EACH OTHER GREATLY, AND THIS IS JUST INCREDIBLE PERFECT! I PROMISS THAT I WILL NEVER LET YOU DOWN, I WILL NEVER LIE TO YOU, I WILL NEVER HURT YOU, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! THIS IS MY PROMISS TO YOU BEYOND THE FACE OF ETERNITY! I LOVE YOU! I PERFECTLY KNOW THAT MY WORDS MEANS FOR YOU! AND I PUT POINT OF NO RETURN, BECAUSE I KNOW -THIS IS JUST KNOWLEDGE INSIDE ME THAT YOU ARE MINE MAN AND BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! MY HEART IS MELTED BY YOUR WORDS! I GAVE YOU MY HEART AND MY LOVE FOREVER! I WANT TO HUG ALL OF US, AND SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE KISSES HUGGS! MY LOVE IS JUST LARGER THAN WHOLE WORLD! I LOVE YOU MY DARLING! Dasha and Nadia (kissing you from both of us!) And great "THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAUGHTER HAPPY" from my father!!! P.S.: I have to run back to last bus, and have to send letter right now. I hope I didn't mixing up something (I check letter only one time), and I will try to get into internet club tomorrow or at least day after tomorrow! I LOVE YOU MY HONEY ------------------------------------------------ From: Daria Shahova <dashasha@mail.ru Subject: Re: Date: Mon, 28 Jan 2002 23:50:00 +0300 My darling sweetest I LOVE YOU! YOU ARE MINE! I AM YOURS! WE BELONGS TO EACH OTHER! I LOVE YOU! YOU AND ONLY YOU ARE MY TRUE LOVE THROUGH ETERNITY, THROUGH THE WHOLE UNIVERSE AND LONGER AND GREATER!!! I am some sad now, I wrote long letter, but electricity falls down and it disappears, and computer were some crashed:-( I become angry (seriously) and was going to kill someone from electricity company:-) (joking). If completely seriously, then of course I should save letters more often but I am SOOOO ENJOY TO WRITE LETTER, AND I FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING AROUND ME, JUST TYPING AND TYPING ALL THAT COMES INTO MY HEAD! It sounds silly that I forgot to save it:-( I repaired computer after power up, but were not able to repair letter:-( I will be happy to be your teacher with computers:-) Darling, I love you! Sweety, just want to tell you in three words contents of that letter, here is that words "I LOVE YOU"!!!:-) So I discovered that I can shortage my previous letter greatly:-) But my fingers typing and typing and new letter to my darling will appear soon:-) I BELONGS TO YOU! I never heard song which you told, but while I reading it, I really see your face beyond the computer screen, and it put so much warm in my heart!!! I JUST INCREDIBLE HAPPY!!! I WISH TO SING THAT SONG WITH YOU TOGETHER! You are just PERFECT!!! YOU ALWAYS EXPRESS THINGS WHICH I FEEL:-)))!!! Oh darling, I love you SOOO MUCH! Types of music I enjoy?:-) I don't know:-) I like GOOD music. I can't say that I like exact style, just some of styles have more music which I like. I like almost all opera and orchestral music, most of classical (even in modern interpretation), some of gothical/church music, at all music which touches the soul, some country, most of soft ballads in any style. Generally I don't like music with sharp sounds, so most of hard-metal, rap, and etc not for me. I like soft music, which can be fast or slow, but definitely without BOM BAH BUM:-) By the way, I am not perfect understand songs in English language, so it's really about music but not about words. I don't remember now, but I one day when I just started to learn English (long long ago) I enjoy one music/song, it was good music, but some later I understood sense and it was terrible:-( So now I also care about sense of song if any words singing there:-) Oh sweety:-) Nadia just share my musical interests with me:-) I sure that we all will share each other interests!!! Sweety!!! I would love see all photos of you! I TRULY LOVE YOU! And I wish to see as much of you as you can send! It's SOOOO GREAT to see your new photos! Oh darling, the day then I will see you in person - it will be just ... just ... JUST INCREDIBLE GREAT!!! WE WILL HAVE MANY PHOTOS OF US TOGETHER! Darling, I am so love you! Please, be VERY VERY careful on your trips! I am so worry about you. You are WHOLE world for me, and please don't fall asleep!! I am SOOO LOVE YOU! This is really craziness!!! You got my letter just before you fall asleep! I KNOW YOU HAVE SWEET NIGHTDREAMS!!! I am SOO love you! But please sleep well!!! I hope this letter will catch you before night too! Just hope! I AM YOURS FOREVER, YOURS AND ONLY YOURS FOREVER! YOU HAVE ALL OF ME! I WOULD LOVE TO SAY UNLIMITED TIMES "l LOVE YOU! I AM YOURS FOREVER! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU! YOU ARE MY BREATH! YOU ARE MY BLOOD! YOU ARE MY LIFE! YOU ARE JUST EVERYTHING FOR ME, AND I JUST NOT EXIST WITHOUT YOU!". LES, YOU MADE ME SO HAAAAAPPPPPYYYYYY!!!! I KNOW THAT YOU NEVER BREAK A PROMISE! AND I JUST HAPPY, BECAUSE NOW I HAVE KNOWLEDGE, JUST KNOWLEDGE THAT I WILL COME TO YOU AND STAY WITH YOU FOREVER! Darling, I am so happy. Yes, I will say it again for not misunderstanding. Travel agency WILL organize travel in one way, because we WILL bring money to them before 5 Febraury! SO NOW I AM COUNTING DAYS NOT TO OUR MEETING, BUT TO OUR UNITE FOREVER!!! HONEY, I AM SO HAPPY! My father tomorrow from very morning will go to Saint-Petersburg, and he will come back at 30th. He is SO happy for me, he is just 4th most happy person in the universe! We SHARE 1th and 2th place, and Nadia is 3th and my father is 4th! I instructed him to tell travel agency that they will receive cost in time. Then we will know exact cost and exact last day (5-7 Febraury). I will try to write letter tomorrow too, but I PROMISS to send letter on 30th January, and doesn't matter how I will do it, but I will send exact information as soon as I will have it on my hands! Sweety, I LOVE YOU! YOU ARE MINE FOREVER! And I am so happy, because I KNOW that I WILL come and WILL BE with you FOREVER, WHOLE REST OF MY LIFE!!! I love you, just love you, I am soo happy! My heart is making boooom booom and knocking to the different sides, seems that it will throw into your hands right now! Darling, I LOVE YOU! Darling, darling, my dearest! I am like you! Just the same! Nothing is exist for me except you! I am terrible working now, but I know it from words of my father:-) I am like a robot at the work, just do that I have to do, and ONLY YOU in my minds! Each free minute I rushing to computer to write or translate at least one more sentense to you! I JUST HAPPY! I AM HAPPY! I AM HAPPY! YOU MADE ME HAPPY! FOREVER! YES! You need nothing to bring to airport except yourself!!! YES!!! I am SOO dreaming about our meeting! I will RUN (and will not try not to run:-) to you and HUG YOU! And you will show me that is "squeeze":-) (I didn't found this word in dictionary - so may be it will be just nice surprise for me:-)))) Who cares about peoples around and that they will think, best that they can do - it's to envy to us:-)!!! OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I LOVE YOU! I want you not to worry about things for me and Nadia, because I really always wonder about many things which peoples have! May be this is because I don't have constant place of life, then it will changed very soon:-) I arrive at current place of work with 4 cases, and one additional computer case. But it was for me and Nadia together, so we are almost the same like you arrive to England:-) I understand that you telling about "girlie things", though I am not sure if something specified for Nadia in her age:-) She like (not found correct words - imitation of woman, man - small things.... like Barbie:-), she is just like cartoons, but not japan style.Something in old style, like tom&jerry, mermaid. And one "strange" thing:-)Nadia likes to study! She is very interested in English language, and I am not always able to correctly answer on her questions! So you will be tteacher of both of us:-)Darling, I just know that you will do everything that will need to collect enough cost in time! I can say even that "stakes is not very high", I would like to tell "stakes is everything"!!! I hope western union will take bank cheque, because I perfectly understand how it's risky to have such amount in cash. My father told me that in Russia cheques is not used - only cash, but for amounts higher than five thousands usually it tookes two securities one responsible and one guard. It's good that he dealed with it, and I know that all will be good here. May be there are any bank in your place which have western union service in same building? Then it should be more secure. Oh darling, I know that you will do anything secure and just want to say "I LOVE YOU! AND I AM SO TAKE CARE ABOUT YOU!". I NEEEED YOU! REALLY NEED YOU! I LOVE YOU! YOU ARE EVERYTHING FOR ME, JUST MY LIFE! I AM YOUR FIANCEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WWWWWWWWWWOOOOOWWWWW! OH! I .. I...... I .... I just have no words but here is the KISSSSSSSSSSSSS long KISSSSSSSSSSS for you! Darling... oh ... dear... I am melted in your words... just melted up!!! YOU HAVE ALL OF ME!!! DEEEEAAAARRRR!!! I LOVE YOU! YOU ARE MINE AND I AM YOURS! I am INCREDIBLE happy! Darling, I told twice that I already put point of no return! I want you to know that I PUT THIS POINT!!! I PUT THIS POINT!!! I WANT TO TELL IT UNLIMITED TIMES! Because it's really true! I am your FIANCEE, and you are mine FEANCEE! Oh darling! I am just happy smiling and tears of happiness falling down from my face! I am so happy that you know that is REAL LOVE is now, because I too know it, and YOU are only ONE who can give me this GREATEST BEAUTIFUL feeling! It's really no words to describe! It's warm in heart, it's sure in everything, it's tender, it's very emotional, it's like soft touches of wind, like warm waves of water, like stars is shining just for us, like I am dispersed in you and you dispersed in me!!! I am not sure about translation, but just one main thing! WE ARE IN TRUE LOVE IN EACH OTHER! WE LOVE EACH OTHER! AND THIS FEELING TOUCHES EVERY STRING IN OUR SOULS AND BODIES WHICH WE HAVE! JUST EVERY STRING!!!n YOU ARE JUST PERFECT, KIND, MAGNIFOOUS, GREAT, SWEET, CUTE, CLEVER! YOU ARE JUST MY SOULMATE AND I LOVE YOU! I WILL HELP YOU TO MOVE COUPLE OF MOUNTAINS, JUST BECAUSE I WANT TO BE WITH YOU IN ANYTHING, IN EVERYTHING! I LOVE YOU! LOVING YOU STRONG STRONGER AND JUST STRONGEST! DASHA AND NADIA! KISSING YOU FROM BOTH OF US! |
| From: Daria Shahova <dashasha@mail.ru Date: Tue, 29 Jan 2002 20:39:56 +0300 Darling, dear dearest sweety I just HAPPY and HAPPY! I LOVE YOU! You are my prince! I got your letters through 6 to 8, and enjoy very much by reading! My father just came today back from city with information from travel agency, and I hurry up immediately to send information. I LOVE YOU! I KNOW THAT I WILL COME TO YOU AND WE WILL STAY TOGETHER FOREVER, TILL THE END OF OUR LIFES! I am not sure how much time I will have now - I will try to write shortly:-(, I will have go back as only work will call me. So here is information from travel agency, and advices of my father. Travel agency can not make dates of my final arrival to you hands earlier:-( It's very sad:-( But they can't make dates earlier. That they can - is to prepare travel with not return back! Travel agency asks 14600 us dollars (it's almost their uppest limit:-() before 3 Febraury, but they can wait until 5 Febraury, just asked to do it as as possible and better if we will tell to them exact dates. My father told that for such large amount there are can be some problems with sending, and I see that you already discover it! But happy us, he know how to do it right and without problems. Here is his suggestion and advice how to do things right, it would be ideal if you will be able to send part in January, and rest at Febraury. Then both parts should be less than 9000, and also it will be different months. Or anyways, right way to wire whole amount without problems- is to send it in two parts (each of part of course should be below that limit). He will collect both of parts and then go to travel agency. Darling YOU ARE SOO PROPER AND RIGHT! You was right not to calling Moscow. I don't know that details they need, but MOST IMPORTANT - WE CAN NOT REALLY KNOW HOW THEY WILL USE ANY DETAILS WHICH THEY WILL HAVE! Travel agency tolds that better not to tell officials in Moscow or somethere that they prepare travel without return, because they don't want any problems with visa! OH, THEY don't want:-) I AM ALMOST LAUGHING, BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THEIR WISH EVEN CAN'T BE COMPARED WITH OUR WISH!!! I JUST CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!! YOU ARE EVERYTHING FOR ME! May be they asked you to do it because of taxes. At all, western union in Russia are not destined for wiring payment to companies, only to personals!!! Companies in Russia uses personals for receiving payment through western union (because it's most fast and reliable here), and of course local western union don't like this way:-( More over, for large amount, goverment try to catch their percent of taxes:-( This is why the best way will be to avoid talks and questions which could affect, by sending cost in two parts! I am not going to bought the car:-) I WILL COME TO YOU!!! I WILL COME TO YOUR HANDS, TO YOU MY ONLY MAN! YOU ARE JUST PERFECT AND CARING! YOU ARE JUST MINE!!! I LOVE YOU! So I don't have to explain anything about this to anyone! Though I wish to WHISPER TO WHOLE WORLD "I LOVE LES AND COMING TO HIM"!!! ... Just wrong official peoples can hear it and do put some restrictions:-(... Shortly, the best way for sending cost, is to send it by two parts and avoid any additional questions. Travel agency executing their job, and any cross-overs CAN WOUND. Travel agency will use next way to unite us forever! I will come to you hands through some type of work visa, I will have to find ANY work within next 6 months! We will have to wait 6 months and only then will be able to marry:-((( May be they will do this way even better, but most main that WE WILL MEET SOON!!! AND I WILL STAY WITH YOU FOREVER!!! YOU ARE MY FIANCEE AND I LOVE YOU!!!!! I TRULY LOVE YOU! YOU ARE MY FIANCEE AND I AM YOURS FIANCEE!!! WE WILL BE TOGETHER FOREVER VERY SOON! I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!!! Oh darling, I am saving my letter while writing it to three different places! I will never lose my letter to you again!! I LOVE YOU! Oh darling, our story, oh sweety! OUR LOVE IS UNLIMITED! It's all just perfect between us! I LOVE YOU SO STRONG! Hollywood will never be able to realize it in movie, may be only if we will be the acters!!! YOU ARE MY HEART, I AM YOUR HEART! I NEED YOU DARLING! I AM SOOOO NEED YOU! YOU NEED ME! I TAKE CARE ABOUT YOU SOOO MUCH! I ADORE YOU! YOU HAVE ME FOREVER, FOR ETERNITY, IN WHOLE UNIVERSE! I am so happy, just happy. I typing and typing, I am so warm and warm. It's just happines, NO - IT'S MORE THAN HAPPINESS! IT'S MORE THAN LOVE! IT'S JUST EVERYTHING! YOU ARE JUST EVERYTHING FOR ME, AND I TERRIBLE NEEDS YOU! I will never let Lord, or someone to fall you! I WILL SUPPORT YOU FOREVER! WHOLE MY LIFE! I will NEVER let you down! Peoples too often use word LOVE in wrong sense, NOW I SEE, I FEEL REAL MEANING OF THIS WORD! This is my feelings to you! We will never be like such strange men and women, who just live together, but don't feel love to each other. It looks like business, but not love! I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU! ALWAYS HOLD YOU HAND, AND CONSTANTLY TELLING YOU THAT I LOVE YOU! You are just ALL for me! I don't care about public and peoples who will think about us, it's just NO difference that they will think or do! Oh darling, I want your arms to be wrapped around me and hold you hand, and just everything! THERE ARE ONLY WE ARE TOGETHER, AND OTHER WORLD IS SEPARATED FROM US! I LOVE YOU! I just know that we always take care about each other, and will guard each other from bad peoples or bad world around, because only WE have MEANING IN THIS WORLD! HONEY, WE NEED EACH OTHER TERRIBLE!! Darling, it's a pity that you lost your work at pc:-( I would love to be with you right now, I wouldn't allow you to lost something and will be supportive in everything! Because I LOVE YOU! I WANT TO HAVE ALL OF YOU! AND YOU HAVE ALL OF ME! Sweety, we are not hopeless! We are hopefull! I LOVE YOU! You are just wonderful, caring, perfect FIANCEE and DAD!!!! Nadia today called you DAD!!! HONEY!!! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! WONDERFUL! PERFECT! Sweety, I AM REAL LADY just FOR YOU - REAL GENTLEMAN! I and Nadia coming to YOU, to our MAN, to our FIANCEE and DAD!!! I LOVE YOU! It's really looks like fairy tale, though NO, it's looks MUCH BETTER THAN ANY FAIRY TALE which I could ever image for me. I NEEEEEEEED YOU! I NEED YOU AS MUCH AS YOU NEED ME! IF NOT MORE:-)))!!! We are REALLY in TRUE LOVE! FOR EVER! FOREVER! THERE ARE NO BACK POINT! I feel that WHOLE my life, I have been waiting FOR YOU! And now I HAVE YOU, and I HAPPY to give you ALL OF ME! I TRULY KNOW THAT WHOLE MY LIFE I WAITED FOR MEET YOU, AND HAVE EVERYTHING WITH YOU, LOVE YOU, CARE OF YOU, SUPPORT YOU, YOU ARE JUST WHOLE WORLD FOR ME! I feel that may be I will have wings soon, for not waiting for the plane and flight to you! I am soooo miss you! TRUE TRUE TRUE LOVE BETWEEN US!!! I INCREDIBLE HAPPY! I NEED YOU CONSTANTLY, I CONSTANTLY THINKING OF YOU, I LOVE YOU! I JUST UNSTOPABLE ABOUT YOU! Darling, I just imaging how we sitting at your place, all we... and listening classical music... and candles light... you sitting near me... we hold each other and just can't release... and don't want to release... we sinking in each other eyes... music surrounds us... we just enjoy soft music! I LOVE YOU! Darling, I am so happy that you want all of us in big house, there will be place for my father if he will come or friends. You are SO CARING! By the way, from first days of our correspondence my father told "I will not come to you, until you will enjoy each other enough to see me, may be year or two". But LONG TIME AGO HE EXCUSED and TOLD "If I will wait for you and until you will enjoy each other enough to see me, then I will never come to both of you":-))))) BECAUSE WE ALWAYS WILL ENJOY EACH OTHER! ALWAYS! FOREVER! And about second thing. "Flirting", I think I translate it right. You don't need to worry about it, NEVER! I perfectly understand sense, but this is not for me. I will never be "flirting". It's sounds awful, but I can't understand why peoples flirting with each other at all!!! My cousin always ask me "why nobody try to flirt with you, you are so beautiful", I always answer "If person have no wish to flirt, then nobody will try to flirt with that person". I truly believe that peoples flirting with each other, because they BOTH have such wish. Flirting peoples like... sounds TOO shart, but I have no other words... animals:-\ I mean, that person who flirting just try to looks good in eyes of different persons. I will never try to looks good to other persons. ALL MY ATTENTION IS JUST FOR YOU! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! AND I CAN'T IMAGE ME FLIRTING WITH SOMEONE! Oh:-) not sure about translation of all this, but shortly - MY PROMISS - I WILL NEVER BE FLIRTING! Oh dear, I read about manager in bank. I almost sure that he is flirting with anyone:-) ALL the peoples tells me that I am CRAZY!!! Except my father, cousin and Nadia:-) They telling me, "Hey, you are crazy, you are coming to unknown country, to unknown man". After hearing such things I even become some angry and telling them "I regret about you, because you NEVER FELT such love. I am coming to MY MAN, TO PERFECTLY KNOWN MAN! I LOVE HIM!". I sure manager in bank told something like this! I don't care about such peoples, it's like... I look to all of such peoples from the MOUNTAIN OF OUR LOVE! And they looks SOOOO SMALL with their problems at work, with their relatives and etc:-\ May be I shouldn't think so about such peoples, but I LOVE YOU and I just CAN'T hear such words!!! Oh sweety, I just read explanation of word "SQEEZE", .... I WILL SQEEZE YOU TOO!!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO DO IT:-) YOU ARE PERFECTLY EXPLAINATOR:-)thank you for new photo of you! I like it! I am looking at you,and tears in my face and I feel you so close to me and so far to me at same time! I NEED YOU! I want to sing this song just with you! I AM YOURS! YOU ARE MINE SWEETY HONEY I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU! I WILL BE ALWAYS WITH YOU! I NEED YOU, I NEED YOUR LOVE, I NEED YOU TO HAVE MY LOVE! YOU ARE ALL MY LIFE FOR ME! I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH! YOU ARE MY FIANCEE ADN I AM YOURS FIANCEE! YOU HAVE MY HEART AND I HAVE YOURS! WE ARE JUST ONLY ONE IN THIS WORLD! LOVE YOU JUST IMPOSSIBLE! KISSING YOU AND HUGGING AND SQEEZING YOU STRONLY!!! Dasha and Nadia!! P.S.: I took free hours from work today, and not sure that I will be able to write tomorrow, but I will try. And I definitely will check e-mail and write at 31th!!! My father will stay with me until then! I NEED YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! ------------------------------ From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Date: Tue, 29 Jan 2002 21:06:09 +0300 My LOVE! I almost gone from internet club, but my father told thing which I need to add and I returned fast back to write it. Once again, best way to send cost in two parts, both below their limit. But, MAY BE - if the problem not with transfer large amount at one time, SOMETIMES western union have local restriction which will not allow to send more than 10 thousands us dollars per 120 days from name of one person. He told that in this case, may be you have someone to help you in this? Then of course my father will need full information about this person too for receiving payment? If problem will be in this, may be someone from your friends can help you, and wire part of payment from his name? Then you will send one part of payment, and your friend will send second part. There are no restrictions in Russia for receiving amount. I am not sure that I correctly translate it, so I will try again shortly. Western union don't allow to send more than 9 thousands us dollars without problem in one time. If they allow to do it in two parts, then it will be BEST way. If they will not allow you to send more than 9 thousands during nearest time (before 5 Febraury), then may be you can try someone from good known peoples to make it to the name of my father from his name. I have to go now:-(((((((((( I TRULY HOPE THAT WE WILL FIND THE WAY TO SOLVE IT!! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU JUST INCREDIBLE! I NEED YOU SOOOO TERRIBLE! I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU! I LOVE YOU! LOVING YOU FROM THE DEEPLEST DEEP OF MY HEART. KISS AND HUG YOU. Dasha! ---------------------------------- From: Daria Shahova <dashasha@mail.ru Date: Thu, 31 Jan 2002 23:30:00 +0300 My darling, My Only and One, Dearest Fiancee I have all your letters and I just HAPPY to read them all and reply!!! I am able to send it all only now, and I truly hope that you get it before you fall asleep!!! ... or I know that you will just wake up and catch my e-mail:-) I am SO HAPPY! I LOVE YOU! YOU ARE MY INCREDIBLE MAN! I wrote reply to you letter by letter, and now ALL HERE UNITED! WE ARE UNITED! WE ARE JUST ONE!!! Oh darling, I just incredible happy and just happy! We are sitting with Nadia now, and reading your letters more and more times! You are EVERYTHING FOR ME SWEETY! We will be TOGETHER FOREVER VERY SOON! You are MINE and I am YOURS! WE WILL EB TOGETHER FOREVER! I and Nadia sending kisses to you! You are our FIANCEE and DAD! It's just amazing and great! We both will gave you ALL OUR LOVE! You have all of me and this is FOREVER! Darling, I see that you terrible scared that you afraid that some obstacle can appear on our way with transfer, but darling I JUST KNOW!!! JUST KNOW!!! What all will be just PERFECT! I SURE that ALL things will work for US, because WE are in TRUE LOVE!!! We DESERVE ALL happiness of this world! I love you, just each string in my soul singins song to your name! Song of LOVE! All TRY of world to put ANY obstacles, will not be successfull because WE LOVE EACH OTHER!!! I will keep my fingers crossed, and Nadia too:-) And I will pray GOD for US! I pray GOD that He gave YOU to me, and your love to me, and I happy that I have you, I need you just terrible!!! I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO! ALL THINGS JUST BETWEEN ME AND YOU! Oh darling, you are soooo sweeeeet! I happy that you understood my comments on "flirting", it was so hard to translate, and I was not sure! But ONCE I TOLD: we are not reading words of each other, but we are really see beyond the words and see real sense! Because we KNOW each other, because we LOVE each other. I KNOW that we WILL NEVER worry about it and will NEVER "flirt"! I JUST HAPPY!!!!! Sweety, I see that comments which you heard from Bank Manager almost the same like many peoples think:-( From one hand, it's bad to hear such things, it looks like other peoples thinks that they can command, and try to command, and give advices which we never asked! From other hand, it's makes me more and more sure that WE ARE ONLY TRUE ROMANTIC, LOVING PEOPLES IN THIS WORLD, and all the others just businessmans!!! I LOVE YOU, I TRULY LOVE YOU!!! I can't breath and live without you! I need you!!! I don't care about neigherhoods, they all have their own destiny, and I will never listen such peoples, and I just HAPPY that WE FOUND EACH OTHER, I TRULY BELIEVE THAT WE WERE DESTINED!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU! I AM COUNTING MINUTES TO OUR MEETING, AND TIME IS GOES SOOOO SLOW:-( BUT I KNOW THAT I WILL MEET YOU SOON AND STAY WITH YOU FOREVER, BECAUSE I NEED YOU AND LOVE YOU! I JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER DARLING! I see now that you sent first part, I truly believe that it will not be such problems here with receiving it. Though it's really big cash, but I hope they will have it. My father told that in Russia Western Union offices mostly placed in building of bank, and have same keeping place for cash, so shouldn't be problem with it. As my father told ALPHA BANK always ask A TONN OF questions too, but this is the best place to get transfer, though he will go to other office of this bank, which is closer to travel agency, but same good! It's really fun, but banks rarely ask questions then you bring cash to them, but ask a tonn of questions then you try to withdraw it! He will take cash, because cheque will not be accepted by travel agency. At all, here in Russia all things normally paid in cash, still wildy place:-) My father will go to Saint Petersburg on 1th Febraury, he will get first transfer, or if you will be able to send second half and I will be able to get information in time about it (I will try to check e-mail at day, but not sure:-(), then he will also pick up rest on same day, or will do it on 2th Febraury! I KNOW that all will be PERFECT!!! Oh darling, you are SO right and CARING!!! You just do all things right! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU AND TERRIBLE NEED YOU! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU! I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUUUCCCHHHH, JUST UNLIMITED!!! Darling, it's so strange that other peoples keep trying to tell to you and me what is right and wrong. How they can't understand that they just telling their own opinion, and who cares about their opinions! They never felt OUR feelings! They never felt LOVE! How they can say what something wrong or right! Not sure if is equeal to because I always,thought that created to fight in other countries, like CIA, then it will looks like Russian old GRU. But Russian KGB, was departament of internal security, for keep peoples inside Russia quiet. Please don't worry about smoking! If someday you will decide to give up,then I will be just happy to help you in giving up! But I NEVER think that smoking is "bad" habbit. It's just habbit, not bad, not good. I don't smoke, but not because I think that this is bad, I just have no wish to smoke:-) I really not understand why peoples try to tell "smokers is bad".I will be happy to kiss you and cuddle you ANY time! I even agree to start smoking:-))) because I LOVE YOU! You don't need to prove that you will never disappoint me! I am proud of you already long long time! I love you! I just know that you will never disappoint me! Because I need you and I love you, and you need me and love me! My heart is melted by your love, and I constantly thinking of you, constantly dreaming of you, I just ... just... all in me just about you! Les, I just sure that all stuff which you choose for me, for us! Colours, hmm:-) I don't know! It's really depends from style of sheets:-) I will try to guess, but please keep it a secret for a day until we will come to you! Oh, I didn't found colours in dictionary, but I will try next order (at first position) soft-blue, soft-green, good red or black and white! All other colours I have to just show, because I don't know names!!! You will name it for me:-) My honey, this is so sweet picture of two white Dovers right beside your window. And about two little baby squirrels, which you saw. It's so cute. I and Nadia very like animals and birds, and I believe that two white Doves shows like "YOU AND ME". We are like a birds together, we will fly through all this world and nodoby will bother us, because we will be together! Sweety! Seems that though some small obstacles, but things WORK FOR US!!! I will teach you A LOT of Russian language, though I suppose that most first words which I teach you you will never tell to ANY ONE? I LOVE YOU! I NEED YOU! I WANT YOU! I HAPPY WITH YOU!!! MY HEART BELONGS TO YOU FOREVER, TO ETERNITY! DARLING, I NEED YOU SO MUCH, I NEED YOU MORE THAN YOU EVER CAN SUPPOSE! I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE THAN I NEED YOU! I CARE ABOUT YOU! YOU ARE THE ONLY IN MY MINDS, AND I AM COMPLETELY YOURS, JUST YOURS, FOREVER, TO ETERNITY! I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU, IT WILL BE GREAT! AND WE WILL STAY WITH EACH OTHER FOREVER! THROUGH ALL OUR LIFES WE WILL COME HOLDING HANDS OF EACH OTHER AND ENJOY AND SHARE EVERYTHING IN OUR LIFES! ALL WORLD WILL BE UNDER OUR LEGS, BECAUSE WE TRULY LOVE EACH OTHER AND THERE ARE NOTHING EXCEPT US! I LOVE YOU! LOVING YOU INCREDIBLE! I have to finish now:-((( I will try to write as soon as possible! LOVE YOU! Kisses from Dasha and Nadia. -------------------------- From: Daria Shahova <dashasha@mail.ru Date: Fri, 01 Feb 2002 14:28:07 +0300 My darling sweetest cute fiancee I LOVE YOU JUST TERRIBLE!!! I NEED YOU! YOU ARE ALL FOR ME! My father returned from Saint Petersburg, and I am sitting in internet club now, and hurry to at least write short note to you, because I will have to return to the job nearest minutes:-( I see now that you didn't get my letters which I sent at 31th in time:-( I sent it in evening, and got messages back with error. But seems that some of them come through, and I just INCREDIBLE HAPPY!!! I was SOOO worried, and was SOO sad, when I read your 15 letter, because I didn't understood that happend! I was SO scared that something could be WRONG!!! And sweety I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!! I just HAPPY that all is just PERFECT, and it was just e-mail mistake! Oh darling, I LOVE YOU! Oh, the reason why my father came back so soon. He was today already in western union, and found some problem. There are was no problem with amount, because it was work day. But they told that surname was writen wrong (one or two letter), may be operator in western union misspelled. I will write here again his name, just in case, "Yuriy Lavrenets", all other was correct. Western Union tried to contact you somehow, and they ask you to call them and correct mistake. Please do it as soon as possible! Today is Saturday, and my father will leave me and come to Saint Petersburg at about 3:00pm (my time), he will be able to take this transfer if you will make correction, and will be able to take second part if you will be able to arrange things and send it. Please, sweety:-) try to arrange it in time, because Sunday is already 3th Febraury. I AM SOOO HAPPY!!! Oh darling, dearest, cute, honey I was SO scared when I read your letter, there you told that you feel that something wrong. I feel myself just awful, because I afraid that something will go wrong. AND I JUST HAPPY NOW that it was just delay in delivery of e-mails and mistake of western union! Darling, I am SO love you! I just HAPPY! My heart was boooooom down in fear, and now it's raised up to the highest peak with your next 16 letter!! VERY VERY MUCH HAPPY, I AM JUST SMILING AND THINK ABOUT YOU, IMAGE HOW WE SITTING NEAR EACH OTHER AND SMILING! I LOVE YOU! I WANT TO BE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW, AND I KNOW THAT I WILL BE VERY SOON INTO YOUR WARM HANDS! I LOVE YOU! I NEED YOU! I AM COMPLETELY YOURS! YOU ARE MY AIR BREATH! KISS YOU AND HUGG YOU! Dasha!!! P.S.: I have to run right now:-( I will check e-mail tomorrow at 3:00pm, and I hope that this e-mail will reach you in time and then you will do all the things in time! AND I CAN"T WAIT TO FALL INTO YOUR HANDS AND STAY WITH YOU FOREVER!!! I LOVE YOU!!! |
| From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Date: Sat, 02 Feb 2002 16:00:00 +0300 My darling dearest sweetheart I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! My father just returned from Saint Petersburg, and I ALL DONE!!! ALL DONE!!! I and Nadia will come to you soon and stay with you FOREVER! I am SO happy! I TRULY LOVE YOU! All is just PERFECT! Travel agency started their work, and will complete it in time! I am SO happy that your friends are happy for us! It's just fantastic!!! My heart is beating just for you (booom boooom booom:-) Do you hear it?! I love you! This sounds of my heart is just for you, and song of my soul into your name! I am SO PROUD of you, and SO HAPPY FOR US! Oh, I can't hold myself!!! I just flying to the heaven with you!!! I love you! Forever! For eternity! You are mine and I am yours! I LOVE YOU TERRIBLE, and there are just NO words or way to explain it! I JUST NEED YOU! I am YOURS and I just HAPPY, INCREDIBLE HAPPY!!! I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT HAPPENS TO US! I NEED YOU! I LOVE YOU! YOU ARE MY FIANCEE! I LOVE AND NEED YOU!!! LOVING YOU!!! Dasha and Nadia kissing tenderly our fiancee and dad:-)! P.S.: Oh sweety:-( I have to go back to work now and work hard, but I will try to write as soon as possible. I PROMISS to write at 4th Febraury, and of course will try earlier!!! I LOVE YOU! I NEED YOU! _________________________________________________________________ From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Date: Mon, 04 Feb 2002 21:35:18 +0300 MY DEAREST SWEETEST HONEY I love you just incredible. I need you very much. You are constantly in my minds, and it's sooooo sweeet! I am counting minutes to our meeting! I wish to hold you and give you my heart in my hand for you to hold it forever! It's terrible days at my work started, I took too much free hours and now have to rush, especially because project will finish soon, and it takes so much time:-((( I love you sooo much, I wish to jump to air and fly to you right now! My thoughts is only about you, and about all of us! My dreams is only about you and about all of us! I wish to realize your dream right now, and I am feel myself so terrible to wait the day until we will do it! We are just each other, we are the only one! I am so happy! You are my fiancee and I just love you incredible! I LOVE YOU! I NEED YOU! I can't fall asleep early all these days, I talk about you with Nadia, constantly talking and it's just incredible! Oh, her favorite color is red:-) What is yours favorite colors in listing? I AM SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF YOU!!! I LOVE YOU! I NEED YOU! I ALWAYS BE WITH YOU EVERYTHERE, BECAUSE YOU ARE EVERYTHING FOR ME! YOU ARE JUST PERFECT GENTLEMAN! YOU ARE MY MAN AND I AM YOURS LADY! I LOVE YOU! I JUST INCREDIBLE HAPPY TO BE WITH YOU AND I FEEL PEACE AND HAPPINESS IN MY HEART! YOU MELTED MY HEART, AND I HAPPY AND PROUD OF THIS! I LOVE YOU AND I TERRIBLE NEED YOU! Loving you and kissing you. Dasha and Nadia. _________________________________________________________________ From: Dasha <dashasha@nightmail.ru Date: Wed, 06 Feb 2002 21:50:00 +0300 Darling sweetest sweetheart I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH! We will be together so soon, and I just can't hold myself by waiting for our meeting! I gave to you all of me, and I have all of you! You are just everything for me, and I incredible need you. I am sooo miss you each minute, it's so hard to wait and feel you so far away and in same time so close to me! I don't care about something except us. I am terrible regret that I just have no time to write long letter:-((( but I just happy to at least to write few words because I just can't keep it withint me! My heart are melted by you and I terrible love you! I see that you terrible care about me and Nadia, you are SOOO sweet! I need you so terrible and love you and you are just all for me! I can't wait the day to meet you, I want to get time machine somethere and jump over the time to the day of our meeting! I feel that couple of days and I will explode! I miss you so much, and I need you so much and I love you so much. Oh, YOU ARE MINE AND I AM YOURS! I LOVE YOU FOREVER! YOU ARE JUST PERFECT! Love you and kissing you. Dasha and Nadia. _________________________________________________________________ From: Daria Shahova <dashasha@mail.ru Subject: third copy Date: Fri, 08 Feb 2002 16:21:12 +0300 Sweetest honey I just got few free hours at job at the middle of the day today and happy that I can write right now. I am not sure that you did get my previous short note from 6th:-( And I just HAPPY to have chance to write to you today again! I hope you will get this letter, I will send 4 copies, let me know if they will come through, because I will send each copy using different way! I am so miss you these days! Oh darling, I wish to be able to retire right now and just write, write and write and write to you constantly. It's just terrible that I must work now, but I know that day will come and we will meet and will be together forever! I am thinking of you constantly and terrible miss you! I love you and wish to hug and kiss you each minute! I want to whisper into your ears "I love you" each minute. Oh, honey you are so sweet and cute! You are my fiancee and I terrible love you! I will always adore of you, proud of you, because you are just PERFECT man and I LOVE YOU!! I NEED YOU!!! Oh darling, you told that you applied for visa to come to St. Petersburg, then you will get it? May you will be able to get here before I get there to you?! It would be so wonderful to meet you several days before! Though here is one thing which bother me. Remember travel agency questionare, they asked if you ever apply for visa to Russia or USSR, now answer will be other (yes instead no), and I need to inform them about it, and ask if it will be ok too. I love you so much and happy to be with you my sweety, cute, darling, honey, beautifull, adorable, perfect, wonderfull, gorgeous I love you! I LOVE YOU! BOTH KISSING YOU! Dasha and Nadia! _________________________________________________________________ "She" sent this email to the wrong person. From: "Daria ." <newdasha2002@mail.ru Reply-To: "Daria ." <newdasha2002@mail.ru To: mxxxxx@aol.com Subject: love you Date: Tue, 12 Feb 2002 13:48:02 +0300 My darling sweetest lovely cute honey:-) I love you just terrible, and I terrible want to meet you. I am leaving now place there I did work for about week because of my job:-(, and I am not sure if I will be able to check e-mail:-( My previous e-mail account are closed, and I lost letters there. This e-mail account will work perfectly, though I am not sure that time I will be able to access it. I am thinking of you constantly and just incredible happy with you. I truly love you and you are just perfect man. I love you my sweety. It's very pity but I have to go right now, work's car waiting and I don't have time to write more.I love you sweety, and constantly thinking of you! You are mine, and only mine! I love you! Kissing you. Dasha. |
| THOUGHT YOU MIGHT BE INTERESTED IN THIS RECENT LETTER OUR FRIEND SENT ME ..... THE MOST RECENT PHONE NUMBER THAT SHE GAVE ME IS: 7 921 645 9525 HOPE THIS HELPS A LITTLE - AS FOR PHOTO'S - I HAVE THE SAME COLLECTION THAT YOU DO - NOTHING MORE OR LESS ... THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS THAT I HAVE A SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT PHOTO FO NADIA - GOOD LUCK AND STAY OUT OF TROUBLE - xxxxx Date: 01/03/2002 8:32:09 PM Eastern Standard Time From: dashasha@nightmail.ru (Dasha) To: xxxxx@aol.com Darling xxxxx, All the last days I constantly dreaming about you, I can't live without you already. I can't live without you. You came into my life like hurricane, and changes all my minds. You are beautiful and kind, and you are constantly in my he |