We think about each other and it helps us to be together. In our
thoughts we are always together. I know that you are a busy man and
you have a lot of work to do, but I am happy you can always find a
minute for me. It means that you remember about me, that I am a part
of your day. I want to spoil you, I want to make you happy. I want
after reading me letters you feel how you are important for me, how
you are dear... I want my letters make your days brighter and I want
my words give you the energy to live...
I really can't realize that I talk to you... How can it be? We are so
far, but at the same we are too close to each other. With every letter
I feel you closer and closer. I can talk to you easy on different
themes, I admire your personality, I want to tell you as much as
possible about myself... November was a wonderful month in my life. It
gave me you. In life it's necessary to use any chance, because if we
don't use we'll regret. We have found our chance and I will try not to
loose it. You are very special man in my life. I am not going to look
for another guy, I have you. It's necessary to appreciate what is near
by. I appreciate you. You are a very dear person for me.
Have a nice day. Kiss you.
Yours, Elena
Hello my xxxxxx,
I'm so happy to have a letter from you in my mail box today. I missed
you so much on the weekend. I like to write you every day, it's a real
pleasure for me. But when I have a chance to read your letters, I am
even happier. :))
It was a busy weekend before Christmas. I did a lot of shopping for my
relatives, cleaned the apartment, put a Christmas tree and decorated
it, so now everything in my apartment is in order and atmosphere of
Christmas is filled in every corner of it. Everything is so beautiful,
so many lights.... And when I see all these the mood is excellent.
We'll not have a large party for Christmas. But on the New Year Eve
I'll come to see my granny and there will be many relatives, kids, so
it'll be really a large family holiday.
I feel like we are together a few years, but now we are separate for a
short moment because we have some obligation in two different parts of
the word. Your letters make me happy all days, you are this "force" I
need and you are this angel who helps me in everything. I envy
sometimes your friends because they can touch you, hug you, make so
many things we can't do together now, because we are "a little bit
far"......... but not really. I feel very well with you... it's like a
dream and I want never to wake up. I don't know how I lived before to
meet you, I really don't remember how it was, but I'm sure it was
really different: it was a very beautiful life, with a good family,
very good friends and a lot of different experiences, I think I am a
lucky person when I'm thinking about it. Now something have changed in
my life and I think something very important coming up. You are this
little star in my mind and in my heart. I want to be with you every
moment of my life, I want to be this person who will show you a starry
sky, will show you so many things maybe never you seen before, I want
to open my world, my heart for you. I want to exist for you.
Thank you for everything. Thank you for this nice word in your letters
about me.
Have a nice day. Kiss you.
Yours, Elena
Hello my darling!!!!
How are you? I'm really happy that I can talk to you again. :)) I
hope, you had a nice Christmas holiday. Let a new year bring you only
the happiness. I had a nice Christmas holiday with my family. We went
to the church, had a nice family dinner. We made many tasty things and
had a nice time. It was not a large party, but it was a quite evening
with the dearest people for me. I had a good time, but every spare
minute I was thinking of you. :0) When two persons are together in
thoughts, they are always together. So I can say that this holiday we
spent together. :)) Yes, I really like to dream... But it helps me to
live. :-)
I write you one more letter on Monday, before my coming to see my
granny. I'll come there with my parents to celebrate New Year. There
must come a lot of relatives, so it'll be really a large party. We'll
come a bit earlier to prepare the house and to help our granny. I like
the holidays, but I really will miss you. :)) Why we are so far from
each other...? :)) But it's Ok, one day we'll celebrate all the
holidays together. I am happy the destiny brought you in my life. :))
Many kisses for my dearest man. :)) Have a nice time.
Always yours, Elena
Hello my darling!!!!
How are you? Darling, I am sorry, I planed to write you a long letter, but in several minutes the Internet cafe will be closed. It's a short working day today at a cafe, but I didn't know... Otherwise I would come earlier. I am fine. Only it's a pity that we are too far. Tonight I come to see my granny and celebrate New Year with my relatives. I wish you were with us.
I also want to prevent you that the next time I'll manage to write you only on the 8th of January, because in my country according to the old calendar we celebrate Christmas on the 7th of January. It'll be days off here from 31st to 7th and unfortunately, I'll not have access to the Internet. But in any case, I hope to receive your reply as soon as possible.
Hope, you will not forget me till those time. :))
Wait for my letter on the 8th of January. If I have a chance to write you earlier, I'll write. You'll be with me every minute. :0)
I kiss you and hug. Have a nice time. Don't miss me a lot...
I'll miss you... I know... Ok, I have to go. Have a Nice New Year.
Always yours,
Elena
Hello my xxxxxx!!!!
How are you? I hope you have not found another girl until I was on the
holiday. :))) You are mine, don't forget this. :)) I'm fine and I'm
really glad I can talk to you again. There were so many holidays for
the recent time..., that I can even say that I have already tired of
them. :0) I had an active pass time with my family and friends, that
now I simply want to stay at home and relax. I want to lay on the sofa
and read a book.:)) Sometimes our desires are so primitive. :)) But
it's the life. And if you are near by me on the sofa I would be even
happier! To spend with you every spare minute is my best dream right
now. :)) I missed you a lot.
I had a nice Christmas holiday with my family. But every spare minute
I was thinking of you. :0) There was my aunt with the uncle, two my
cousins, granny, some neighbours and certainly my parents. I don't
want to describe everything what we did, I simply want to mention that
I had a good time and a lot of fun, because I was among the people who
love me. But as I expected, there were a lot of questions about my
personal life. :)) I told some of them about you and our
correspondence. I told that you are a nice man and you make my happy.
:0) Perhaps, it is strange, but they were not against our relations.
And they was really happy for me. I hope one day you will meet all my
family. They told you hello.
I'm happy to begin a new year because I know this year we will be
together. I hope all your wishes and dreams will come true for you.
The last year was great for me because I met you and I know a lot of
good things will be real for this new year. I thought a lot of you
this past days and I missed your letters. I feel the life different
when I can't talk with you, I need to feel your presence with your
letters. :0) So, write me sooner. I'll be waiting for your letter with
a great impatience.
Many kisses and hugs. Have a nice day.
Always yours, Elena
Hello xxxxx
Wow, It's so cold here during the last days!!! There is a lot of snow
and the temperature is -10 -15 C. Now I don't feel my fingers, though
I was in the gloves... How will I type you this letter? Please, warm
my hands... :0)) How are you, my honey? I am happy, because we are
again together, because I can talk to you, I can share with you all my
news and feelings. :0) I am still on vacations. I'll start my work on
Monday, so I have some more days to rest. It's really cold here and
there's no a desire to go outside. I don't have any plans on the
weekend, perhaps I'll go somewhere with my friends. Or simply will
stay at home and prepare for the working week. I have not known yet.
We'll see... Yes, it's my first year of teaching. To receive a
bachelor degree in teaching it's necessary to study for 4-5 years. It
depends on the University. I'll have my vacations for two month in
summer also. Here children study from September till June.
Honey, I think you are the most wonderful man and I'm so happy to know
you. I want this to be a lasting relationship, and I want it to be one
in which love is strong and growing. I think that love is like any
living organism, the moment it stops growing, it starts dying. I don't
want OUR relationship to die...I want us growing...all the time in
every way.
We're making nice efforts to make it grow through our desire to stay
in communication with each other. That's the main element to growth.
And it's the key to everything because without communication, nothing
happens. Our communication will be a direct implication of our
commitment to each other.
I think, Love is wonderful. If we want a lot of love, then we have to
be willing to become very vulnerable. I think that we can only RECEIVE
as much love as we are willing to GIVE the other person. If I want a
lot of love from you, I have to risk giving you all my heart. If I'm
afraid to be hurt, I'll only take a small risk, give you a small piece
of my heart, and receive only a portion of what I could have from you
in return. However, if I risk and give you everything, then I can have
what I truly desire, which is all of your heart.
Imagine...being so much in love that you're not even afraid of the
potential for hurt. Imagine waking every day with someone who loves
you so much that he will give anything for you, do anything for you,
love you with all of his heart. Can you imagine this?
Can this be us? Do you want this to be us?
I do. I want to make you happy!
Many kisses. Have a nice weekend. Till Monday.
Always yours, Elena
Hello xxxxx,
Thanks a lot that you are serious about us and want to meet with me. I
am really happy!!! I'll see you soon!!! It's a fairy tale. :)) Sorry,
the last time I was so excited about the news that I gave you a short
information. But now I'll try to explain you everything. The tour to
San Francisco will be from the 12th of February to the 10th of March.
The best student of the Minsk State Linguistic University will come to
the USA to perfect their knowledge of English and to teach the customs
and traditions of the USA. It's something like the students exchange.
All the students will live in the families, but all that period I'll
manage to spend with you. I will not be a member of this tour, for me
it's only the chance to receive the student's visa and come to you. As
soon as I pay for the tour they give me the schedule of the flight.
Now I only know that I will fly by Lufthansa company.
Hello xxxxxx,
How are you, my dear? How was your weekend? I am fine. :0) But I was
so waiting when my weekend would be over, because I had a very
interesting news to tell you. Wow, I am so excited that I even don't
know from what to start!!! Well... Yesterday I met with my aunt (she
is my mother's sister). As I have already told you, there were a lot
of relatives on the New Year party at my granny's house and my aunt
was also there. She was very much interested in my personal life and
we talked a lot about you, about our correspondence. She is a very
nice, intelligent woman and she works as a dean at one of the
Universities in Minsk. She loves me like her own daughter and wants to
see me happy a lot. She was so happy that I have met you and she
proposed to help us to meet. She told that in February will be the
student's tour to the USA and she proposed me to join to this tour.
Can you imagine??? I have not still believed. :)) She told because of
I am young it's not so easy for me to receive a visitor's visa to the
USA, so it's the best chance for me to come and see you. The tour will
be practically for a month and all this period I'll manage to be with
you. I can't believe!!! I think it'll be a good chance to check our
feelings and to make the plans for the future. What do you think of
this? I am so excited!!! I think it's really a good chance to meet.
The tour costs 950 USD. Here is included the cost of the round trip
ticket and the visa. The price is not low and without your help I will
not manage to pay for it, but I think if we try together, I'll manage
to visit you. That's why I need your help. Tell me, what you think. I
so want to visit you!!! My mom and aunt are also very excited. :0) But
they know that you are a very nice man and you will never hurt me, so
they so want I'll come to see you. I don't know what to tell you more,
I am so excited!!!
I'll be waiting for your news tomorrow. Tell me what you think.
Kiss you and hug.
I must pay for the tour to the University myself and they will
organize all the papers. The sum is really high and without your help
I will not manage to pay. My parents can give me only 250 USD (They
can't give me more, because I will need some money for the preparation
also.) If I could borrow the whole sum, I would never ask you for the
help, but I need your help. So if you can help me the best chance to
send me the money through the Western Union on my name (My full name
is Elena Derenovskaya), because I don't have a bank account.
Unfortunately, I don't know how Western Union functions, but I know
that it is even in my city. And I have heard that it's possible to
receive the money practically at the same day. It takes about 2 weeks
to receive a visa, so you see, we don't have a lot of spare time. It's
necessary to pay max. till the middle of the next week. But if you can
try to help as soon as possible. I want to pay to be sure I'll join
this tour and come to see you. So, I'll be waiting for your news in
the nearest time.
Try to do all your best we'll meet. To see you is me best dream. And
if you like me and decided to spend with me all your life, I'll be the
happiest woman. :)) Certainly, I want to talk to you on the phone
before my coming. Please, try to check our time difference and we'll
plan our phone talk. Only don't speak too fast and don't use any
slang. OK? :)) Soon I'll see you, I can't realize, but I am happy. :))
Ok, I kiss you and hug. Till tomorrow, darling.
Always yours, Elena
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Hello xxxxxx,
Thank you for your letter. I worried because you didn't write me the
last week. I thought you didn't want to meet me. I was really
disappointed, but now I am happy. I am really very excited about my
meeting with you. Thank you that you want to see me and can help. I
think, we'll have a nice time together. :)) Wow, it's so soon. :))
Dear, we don't have a lot of time. Please, try to help me in the
nearest few days. I have found 350$, so I need 600$ from your side. I
have to pay max. till the end of the week. I worry. Dear, and I knew
on the weekend that if you sent through Western Union, I will have to
pay very high taxes, so if you can please, send through such a money
transfer service and MoneyGram. Did you hear about it? Please, check.
It will be more convenient for me. OK?
Dear, I have just drooped to the nearest Money Gram bank to check how
they work and what is necessary to send and receive the money. To send
the transfer you must know only my full name and address. But to
receive the money I must know your full name, address from where was
made a transfer and I should know Pin number. I don't know what is
that exactly. But they told that you must tell me it when you send the
money. So when you send , don't forget to tell. OK? Try to do all your
best. I so want to meet with you. I resend you my address one more
time. Here it is:
Elena Derenovskaya
Narodnaja Str. 28, Apt. 41
Minsk, 220000
Belarus
My ID number is BE 645709. I don't know if you need it, but to some
extend I'll give you.
Unfortunately, I have to finish my letter, because I spent my break
checking the information about MoneyGram.
Have a nice day. Kiss you and hug.
Always yours, Elena
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