XXXXX. At me you are
not closer than the person, than XXXXX.
XXXXX I have come to a conclusion, that my feelings to you the friendship
is more than simply. XXXXX I have fallen in love you XXXXX. It seems to me,
that we are worthy each other. XXXXX, and you that on it think? I think of
us much, whether about our relations can be, so I love you. I when did not
test such feeling as to you. I even spoke the former guy, that I love it.
But now I know, that it was not so. XXXXX it to me was simply nice, and to
you I test unfamiliar to me yes it feeling. My heart becomes transfixed,
when I read your letters. XXXXX I consulted on girlfriend Tatyana, she to me
have told that you did not love the former guy, and feeling which you test
to XXXXX it is love.
She speaks, that as at it was with Robert. I see from your letters XXXXX,
that we are not indifferent each other. XXXXX It was prompt feeling for me.
Suddenly I thought, that it simply friendship, but with each letter, XXXXX,
you tightened me. XXXXX you have simply caught me in the networks. I can not
without you as the hunting dog without a hunt, as a bird without the sky, as
mother without the child. I want to cry out for the whole world I LOVE YOU
XXXXX!!!!!!!!!
On this ground I test the biggest feeling to you my dear XXXXX. I thanked
the god that it has helped to find each other. You see the god sees
aspiration of people to find the happiness, and it helps them. XXXXX I asked
the God that it has helped me to find my happiness on this ground, and it
has helped me to find you mine XXXXX. I am very grateful to it for it my
dear XXXXX. I dreamt, as you meet me at you in the country at the airport.
XXXXX you strong embrace me, press to a pile of a breast. Dear XXXXX you
speak me, that you to whom me will not give on this ground. Then we already
live together one family you XXXXX and I. It can the God, has sent me this
dream, it can sees, that we are created the friend for the friend, and it
wants, that we loved each other all life. XXXXX I think it prophetic dream.
Only I now know precisely, that you mine the man. The one who is necessary
for me, you mine forever road XXXXX. Me pleases, that
soon we can, sees each other and to create family. How you think XXXXX it
well? I called mine to parents and told him about you, is more true about
us. My mum and daddy, are very glad that, we can have such warm relations.
Mum is glad, that I have found the one who is necessary for me. They to
hope, that we shall be happy together. Daddy speaks, what I have made a
correct choice, and what I was not mistaRobert? I have answered it, that the
mistake can not be. That I am sure in XXXXX on all of 100 percents. They are
very happy for us my dear XXXXX. They wish good luck us happiness.
Mum of me has asked, where we shall live? I have answered it, that at you my
dear XXXXX. She spoke, that it will be difficult to live in other country,
but I have answered it, that it for me not a problem, that I behind loved
shall go though on edge of light. She spoke me, that will miss me, I have
answered, that I shall miss too. But we you see shall come to my parents
road XXXXX????
My mum has understood, that in Russia now to live senselessly. In Russia
there are no normal conditions for life. Also that at you on the native land
to us will live better. You with me agree my dear XXXXX???? The answer to
me, please, on this question dear XXXXX!!!!!!!!! They send to us the
CONGRATULATIONS, and they wish me to you XXXXX, and to our future family to
live happily, mutual love and happiness!!!!! My and your friends Tatyana and
Robert join them. They wish good luck us happiness and pure and mutual love.
They hope, that we shall be together as they and when we shall not be
separated even for one minute. My love XXXXX in too on it very much I hope.
WE SHALL BE TOGETHER ON ALWAYS.
I want to live the rests of the life only with you XXXXX. More nobody is
necessary for me. My eternal love XXXXX at me is one question for you. It is
unpleasant to me to set it, but I should know it my love XXXXX. You
correspond with other girls??????????????????? For me it is important mine
XXXXX. I do not want you with anybody more to divide. I have found the man
for me and I do not want, that you at me were stolen by other girl. My dear
XXXXX. I do not want to search any more for whom, for me is not necessary
except for you more who. My dear XXXXX speak me, whether write you to
anothers the girl???????????? I write only to you at me no more other men.
XXXXX I simply would not time To write to several men. Yes it also it is not
necessary to me my dear XXXXX at me there are you road XXXXX!!!!!!!!!
If we shall be together without me my fellow workers will grieve. They
speak, that him it will be boring without me. Aunt Katya has told, that she
will miss very strongly. Because she loves me as the native daughter. But I
think, that I shall write to them letters from you. And we shall
communicate, we together with you shall come on a visit to us to Russia. I
can not wait, when I shall see you my love XXXXX. I very much miss you my
love XXXXX. I shall learn XXXXX as me to do, documents to arrive to you. I
shall do it
in the near future. I know from the friends that I should do the foreign
passport and the visa. I hope, that you as well as about impatience wait for
our meeting.
It so my love XXXXX????????????????? It is very important for me, that we
have found each other my love XXXXX. you my love whatever was. I wait for
your e-mail with the big impatience. I send you my love XXXXX 100000000
kisses from me. Write to me faster, I wait for the answer from you. I LOVE
YOU XXXXX
I HOPE, THAT MY LOVE IS NOT MEEK.
I LIKE, I WAIT, I HOPE!!!!
Lyudmila.
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Hi my love XXXXX!
I am again very glad to receive from you the answer my love XXXXX. I have
received your warm words in my XXXXX. address to me it was very pleasant to
read them. I in the last message I wrote to you about the feelings to you.
Dear XXXXX, it is words from my heart, my love is pure and sincere words.
Dear XXXXX it is my soul has helped to write to you a recognition, the soul
spoke me, that I should you admit the true feelings to you XXXXX . For me
there is no more happiness in this world except for you. Dear XXXXX I can
tell you such pleasant words only. As you my love forever. I love you XXXXX.
our messages connect us, they to us bring love. It is pleasant for me, that
you are at me and I do not want you to divide with anybody. Our messages
XXXXX to each other help me to struggle with boredom, I can recognize that
now I have found that whom I love XXXXX. our dialogue have helped to learn
us each other better. Dear XXXXX I can not without your messages, to Yana I
shall live quietly if you to me do not write XXXXX. I love you XXXXX. Mine
and now your friends Robert and Tatyana constantly ask me as, at us with you
relations proceed, I speak them, that we are fine, that our relations to
become very much close. As soon as can allow us Internet. Our friends asked
to betray to you the next greetings XXXXX. They have informed me today about
our meeting. Tatyana and Robert as I already spoke you, are going to leave
to Robert home, and they will learn in a travel company about trip the
information interesting them. Tatyana has offered me that she has learned
and about my trip. XXXXX, I was not against.
You see for Tatyana there work familiar. When she went to Robert, they
helped her to make all necessary documents. XXXXX I think, that Tatyana will
help me, you see she is my girlfriend XXXXX. she to me will help to make all
documents and my arrival to you will be fast. My love XXXXX I can not wait,
when it will take place, I very much want to see you my love XXXXX. Tatyana
to me will help to arrive to you my love XXXXX. she wants to help to do to
me it you see she wishs good luck me happiness. I very much love Tatyana, I
did not have native sister, Tatyana was for me as the sister. I too am glad
for Tatyana and Robert. They soon will decrease home Robert to Canada.
Tatyana legalizes papers for itself, but she and has talked with familiar
that they helped to make documents for me. Tatyana already thinks of wedding
with Robert. dear XXXXX they want, that we with you were together on their
wedding. Tatyana and Robert have already called me. But they while precisely
do not know, when she will be, but she will be fast. Tatyana will speak with
familiar, like them call Dima and Oleg, about my trip to you is fast, within
the next few days. Tatyana and Robert hope, that we also soon can see each
other, and we shall be happy together. Robert and Tatyana as well as we
have got acquainted in internet, I think that internet is the good assistant
for people, in internet it is possible to find interesting information,
XXXXX speak that through internet is possible to find practically all. You
with me agree XXXXX? But I did not think, that through internet it is
possible to find the love. When Tatyana has told me that she has found
Robert and that he whom she searched for that I to her I have not believed
XXXXX. thought that it simply overindulgence and is not serious, but when
Tatyana has suddenly told me that she leaves for Canada to see Robert, I if
am fair XXXXX was very much surprised. Dear XXXXX I did not think that such
probably, but now I know that it truly, you see I have found you my dear and
loved XXXXX. and did not represent that through letters it is possible to
betray such raised feelings as love. I can though 1000 times to write to
you, that I love you my dear XXXXX. We write letters, but the meeting to us
will help to learn even better each other, for togas to undertake serious
steps in our future life. I am ready to take all measures to see you my love
XXXXX. I there is nothing I shall not stop only that my love XXXXX. sees you
and you are ready to meet me? I shall speak Tatyana that she as soon as
possible learned on the account of my trip to you. I can not suffer, I want
to see that whom I love XXXXX. separation for loved this most terrible test.
We very much far apart, but I feel heat of your heart. I feel your feelings
to me XXXXX. I in days off want to go in church to thank the god, that he
has helped to find to me my second half. XXXXX I think, that the god will
help on all our life if he has helped us to find each other, means, he will
help on and further. The m he will help us to see each other my love XXXXX.
I want to thank him for it. For that that now you are at me XXXXX. not to
each girl on the ground it is possible to find the present love but has
found you mine XXXXX, and I do not want to lose. Us with Tatyana has
carried, she has found Robert, I have found you. The god will preserve our
love, he will help our family. For me there is no more pleasure in this
world than to write to you my loved XXXXX. Dear XXXXX I should you inform,
that some people offend me the words. XXXXX they speak me, that I write you
only to leave from this country. It was spoRobert by any woman. We with
Tatyana and Robert sat in cafe and talked. I told him about you, they sat
and closely listened, and the woman of years 45-50. she sat at the next
little table probably has overheard us conversation and the beginnings to me
to speak such words. XXXXX she has very much offended me. She spoke me, that
I could find the love here again in Russia. Dear XXXXX I have answered her,
that Russian men do not appreciate the girls.
She has told, that it is delirium, that it was thought up same, as I, by
those who wants to leave from the country. At us with dispute XXXXX. she to
me was not fastened proved, that Russian the man always was such and that he
good. I have asked her in what he is good, that he can strike the wife, that
he drinks a lot of vodka, what he does not think of children but only about
himself, in that that he does not want to work, and only wants to drink, in
that that he does not respect the girl, and she to mind only is necessary to
satisfy the needs for sex, for it well Russian the man? I have asked her.
XXXXX she has broRobert off, has turned away and did not begin more to speak
that. Robert stared wide-eyed at me. he has told me, that very good girl,
and that he with me will go " though to fire though in water " is such
Russian saying. XXXXX I have proved to her that, the man from abroad much it
is better than Russian men in that plan that they think of the future of the
family. With them it is not necessary to think than to feed the family
tomorrow. But also in Russia there are good men, not all so are hopeless,
but on my way of such men was not. In that sense such men to me did not
offer to meet. But I have found you my love XXXXX and me more who is not
necessary. I love you every day I understand, that my love to you to become
all more strongly and more strongly XXXXX. I can not live without you my
love XXXXX. You are necessary for me only XXXXX. I very much I like to read
your messages, XXXXX write to me faster, my love XXXXX I shall wait for your
letter XXXXX, with impatience. Dear XXXXX when there will be our meeting,
you be not surprised, if I shall shout. At me tears can appear. Only it
will be tears of pleasure of a meeting of my favourite person. You promise
me that will not be surprised XXXXX??????
The GOD, XXXXX, HELPS YOU
I VERY MUCH LOVE YOU, XXXXX
I WAIT for the ANSWER And OUR MEETING And CONSTANTLY I THINK Of YOU!!!
YOURS FOREVER
Lyudmila!!!!
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Hello my dear and the beloved XXXXX. How are you my dear XXXXX? How your
work? I'm fine XXXXX. I with such impatience waited for your letter XXXXX. I
can not live without your letters. XXXXX to me very much to like to write to
you. My loved XXXXX, I very much like to read your letters. It was very
pleasant for me to read your pleasant words in my address. Your words of
heat they are very pleasant!!!!!! I love you XXXXX!!!!!!!!!! You a part of
my life now. I constantly think of you my dear XXXXX. I each second think of
our meeting, about us XXXXX. You an inseparable part of my life now XXXXX. I
do not present myself life without you XXXXX. I speak about it very
Seriously dear XXXXX. so I now can not without you and your messages. I
very strongly
love you XXXXX. Now I know true feeling of love. XXXXX I have understood him
only with you. Dear XXXXX now I can assure you, that I when did not test
such feeling, only you have woRobert in my heart an insuperable inclination
to yourselves XXXXX. I thought earlier, that I love the person, and it
appears, it were only sympathies the present love at me only with you mine
XXXXX. I very much love you XXXXX. We shall soon together!!!!!
I today asked Tatyana about my trip to you. She has told me, that she tried
to find familiar, but at her has failed, they were not on work and the house
too them was not. Dear XXXXX she has told, that I did not worry, she to me
will arrange all, and learns that is necessary to me for trip to you my dear
XXXXX. I can not wait that moment when I shall see you the eyes and when I
shall tell to you in eyes, that I love you. Our meeting is held, that it
would do not cost to me dear XXXXX. Because I now can not live without you
and minute. For me time which has been carried out without you, now simply
senselessly is lost. I want to admire on you XXXXX each minute of time. Dear
XXXXX I on work read the book with verses. I liked one poem on love. I in
general like to read verses on love, to you to like to read verses on love?
I have decided to write him to you I think, that you will not be against
XXXXX.
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I think to you to like this verse. he has very much liked me XXXXX. I can
tell you XXXXX, that this verse from pure soul and only for you from me. It
seems to me, that this verse about us. This my reference to you XXXXX. You
imagine, that I him read it to you, I read and I address to you. XXXXX I
very much love you. To me who is not necessary any more on this white light.
XXXXX I again have for some reason recollected that woman from cafe. I
thought much, why she so has told? It was interesting to me. Can is depend?
As you think XXXXX. Envy of that that she could not in youth, as well as I
to find the love on this blue planet. And she had to marry whom is. XXXXX,
and she can is not married that could not find the love and marry the one
whom does not love, she has not wanted. XXXXX life is a severe piece. And
now she to be angry for the whole world, she searches guilty in other
people. She thinks, that someone another is guilty. Dear XXXXX she now is
angry for the whole world. XXXXX I already met such people, it was the
elderly woman. I would like to tell to you this history XXXXX. It has
taRobert place about 1 year back. We with Tatyana walked on park, in Kirov.
And to us there was this old woman. Tatyana was dressed in short skirts.
XXXXX this old woman did not like Holguin clothes, and she began to speak us
any mucks. Loved XXXXX she named us with Tatyana bad words such as
"prostitute". Dear XXXXX we with Tatyana were simply in a shock. She spoke
that when she was young, such as we was not, and that present youth very
bad. What is the addicts, prostitutes and so on. My dear m we tried to
overpersuade her, and she shouted at all park, people looked at us XXXXX to
us with Tatyana it was very unpleasant. But the woman on a sight of the same
age has then approached and has told this old woman that she has calmed
down. She has told her such
words: " You simply envy to look, that our youth lives happily, and you had
to live in youth difficultly, let they are pleased lifes, do not prevent
them to live on this planet. You have lead the youth in famine, working on
factories, helping parents. Us, such as you much, but what for to speak such
words of our youth?? They our future ". That malicious old woman was
developed something, has murmured to the old woman who for us has interceded
and left. We the defender has approached to us dear XXXXX and the beginnings
to calm us. You see we very much were upset my love XXXXX. we with Tatyana
have asked this I shall welcome the woman to explain to us, that she has
told. Dear XXXXX she has explained us the words. She has told, that to that
old woman envies to look at that as the present youth lives. There were,
that they about one age, and they
have passed through post-war horrors which 1941-1945 years occured after
Great Domestic War. You see not only in war it was hard to live to people of
Russia, but also after war famine was, dear XXXXX it was very terrible to
listen to it to us with Tatyana that was created on our native land from
lips of the one who saw it. We have stayed with grandmother Zina about one
and a half hours. We with Tatyana now name grandmother Zina that I shall
welcome the woman which for us has interceded. Dear XXXXX grandmother Zina
appeared very good person. We with Tatyana then frequently visited her, and
now sometimes we come. She speaks, that is very glad, when we come to her on
a visit. You see she lives one. her husband has died, and children lives
somewhere in the other city, they come to her, but not so frequently as it
would be desirable her. Dear XXXXX we with Tatyana come and we help
grandmother Zina. Dear XXXXX we went to grandmother Zina recently, went I,
Tatyana and Robert. Grandmother Zina was glad for Tatyana, that she has
found the love and has wished me the same. I spoke her about you. Dear XXXXX
she wishs good luck us happiness and that we were together. But we with
Tatyana any more do not recollect this case which has taRobert place with us
in park. I not so do not like, when me offend, it is possible to tell, I of
it hate!!!!! Dear and XXXXX you can promise loved to me, what you never will
tell me of a bad word???? My parents and friends very much experience for
me. But I speak them, that you very good person, and that you never will
offend me, you see we with you XXXXX like each other. You see it so my love
XXXXX??????????? My love XXXXX I very much miss and I grieve without you.
Loved XXXXX I wait when we shall see each other. XXXXX to me very much a
hunt of it and I can not wait that moment of an our meeting my love
XXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!! But I precisely know, what she will take place, it so
XXXXX????!!!!!!!!! My love XXXXX I constantly think only of you. I can not
fall asleep at night, I think of us, how we shall meet as it will take
place. Dear XXXXX I ask the God that he helped us to meet, that he preserved
our love XXXXX. I VERY MUCH LOVE YOU MY LOVE
XXXXX. I can not live without you XXXXX. I think, that my feelings to you
are mutual, and that it not only mine to you love, it and your love to me. I
feel your heat though also we far apart. But I know now, that the love does
not have limit. That for love there is no distance. XXXXX I VERY STRONGLY
LOVE YOU, I CONSTANTLY THINK Of YOU And I WAIT WHEN WE SHALL MEET.
I wait for your answer to me.
Write to me faster, I shall wait for the letter from you my love XXXXX
Let the God stores you.
I very much love you.
Forever yours Lyudmila.
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1. Today I talked with Robert and Tatyana and they have told that we can
meet you even before your trip. I very much want that we with you could be a
number. And then while you will in China I can be at mum.
2. Robert lives in Russia now and he to be with his girlfriend at her in a
room. But now they have left in village to help parents at Tatyana.
3. There is no I have no digital chamber that we could be photographed with
my friends. It is very a pity to me. My love XXXXX it means that soon,
already very soon I can see you my love XXXXX. It so pleases me, that I
today all day smile to people, at me very good mood because I can see the
biggest love on all white light is you XXXXX.
To me have told, that I in the beginning should make documents (the visa,
the passport for travel abroad, documents concerning insurance of health),
and already later I can order tickets. I do not know, XXXXX to whom so
carried as me. I soon can see you my love. We soon can execute all our
dreams together. That that thought when dreamed about each other at
sleepless night, about that that we together can make the friend for the
friend. Dear XXXXX I am very glad, that my love has found you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think, that we can lead a lot of time together. I think, that we dear
XXXXX shall lead all time which at us will be in our disposal. But if you
want I can leave from you as soon as you will tell me. Dear, loved I need in
your help!!!!! To me it is necessary 500 $ to make documents for arrival to
you. Dear XXXXX send to me 500 $ that I could legalize papers. Then I shall
give money faster, the faster I can see you, my love XXXXX. Simply documents
will be ready in 15 days after feedback of money. I am helped it by friends
Tatyana - Dima and Oleg. I think, whether there will be at me still such
opportunity to see you my love XXXXX. All quotations in the American
dollars.
The visa costs about 400 $ but it will be necessary to me still money
suddenly expenses. I should pass medical survey to make the passport and it
some more expenses I think just to me will suffice about 100 $ and it
together with the visa will cost 500 $. Dear XXXXX send to me this money by
Tuesday or Wednesday. That I could spend payment of the documents on
Wednesday. If you can, you send to me them today, to me will more quietly
that I can is courageous to go and pay my documents. Dear XXXXX Robert to me
has told, that you should know some information on me send me money.
Dear XXXXX I think that you have not overlooked, that Volkova Lyudmila-this
my name and a surname. The nearest bank in Kirov in which there is a system
Remittances the Western Union:
PROMSTROYBANK
MOPRA, 113
KIROV, 610005
My dear and XXXXX when you to me will send loved 400-500 $, I should know
number which to you will give in your bank that I could receive the money
sent by you for me on my documents. My love XXXXX you should send me this
number by e-mail. My love XXXXX without this number I can not receive your
help for me. ?? love XXXXX I constantly think you. My love XXXXX I have no
such money. My love XXXXX I only hope for you. Dear XXXXX I hope, that your
love to me same hot as mine to you and that we soon shall see each other. I
have no more assistants on this white light. Well I have parents, but they
too have no such money, and at Tatyana precisely are not present. I spoke
with parents, I have told them, that we soon shall together, they constantly
ask about you. They want to make sure that you good, but I constantly speak
them that XXXXX my love and that he is the bettest in this world. Mum and
daddy have wished good luck on happiness. They speak, that they like my
choice. You very much like me XXXXX, I love you. I think, that we soon shall
together, and we shall be happy. My girlfriends on work too are very glad
for me, that I all the same have found the one whom it is necessary to me.
Dear XXXXX they speak, that happiness on the first place, and everything
else then. I spoke with the director of library, she dear woman. She has
told me, that too is glad for me and that I at any moment can address to her
with holiday. She has told me, that it not a problem. I have thanked her.
Dear XXXXX it means, that all for our meeting with you. Last time I think
only of you my love XXXXX. I very much I wait for our meeting XXXXX. only
you to me should help my love XXXXX. You will show me the native land. You
will show me, where do you live, you will show me all. My love I believe, it
will be very good time. I very much want to see you.
Tatyana and Robert trust, that we shall be together, they speak, that we are
created the friend for the friend. They wish good luck us happiness and
successes in all our undertakings. Loved XXXXX we shall be together???? I
very much want it and I believe, that we shall be together with you. XXXXX I
LOVE YOU!!!!!! I WAIT for the LETTER FROM YOU XXXXX And I shall TRUST THAT
WE SHALL TOGETHER
SOON!!!!!
DEAR XXXXX WRITE to ME FASTER.
YOUR LOVING RUSSIAN GIRL
Lyudmila!!!!!!!!!! |