general frequency. And then our hearts will knock on a unison. For example, if to take 2 musical tools and to play on them simultaneously. The sound will turn out not harmonious if tools play not in a unison. But when the musician will come and will adjust the tool the melody will turn out smooth, harmonious. You so do not think? Write to me that you think of it? I think, that your ideas will help me to understand you more strongly. Forgive to me it is necessary to go. I finish the letter And with impatience I wait your answer! Have good day!
Sincerely yours, Natasha.
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Hello my xxxxxxx
How your flight? All is successful? As always, I am very glad to your letter! I the teacher of initial classes, Schools Number 12 I teach all initial subjects, Such as Russian, the literature, mathematics, a history, geography. Birthday on Mart, 27 1978 My address: 460000 Russia, Orenburg city, Sverdlova street, house 26. flat 17 I have no the phone. We recently have moved on a new apartment and while we do not presume to put to ourselves the phone in an apartment Girlfriend speak, that I became absent-minded, speak, that I have fallen in love I do not know what to answer it, because I do not want that they were deceived, but it seems to me, that I have already found the male of the dream, and this is a male - you! So it seems to me, what you too to like me, or it not so? Tell me please, it should be mutual, and I very much would like, that the our love was mutual! I do not know how it explain, but you like me very much, also your letters bring to me great pleasure. In your letters so many heat and cares, that it forces my heart to beat faster and on this, my feelings to you grows many times over and if further so will proceed my feelings will leave from under the control and I can not live without you. But I am very much concerned with that if I shall love you you will not to feel those feelings, which I am to feel to you. I want, that these feelings were mutual and we could enjoy our love. Yes though I and hesitate slightly, but I should you tell all: I LOVE YOU xxxxxx! I with alarm in heart shall wait for your answer, but now my soul has calmed down I have stated that at me was on soul! I love you!
Your Natasha Furzikova.
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Hello my love xxxxxxx
To me pleasantly again be with you on communication and I do not know as to express all feelings through the computer from Internet Cafe. In the childhood I very much liked to play dolls. I very much had many dolls. I dreamed to become the doctor. Now at me did not remain any doll. I have presented these dolls to children's home the last year. I very much would like to help children which have remained without parents. Unfortunately for them makes the greater I could not. I initial classes I very much did not like to study. I very much would like to run about and play instead of study with other girls. I in the first years very much did not like to study. Later I have very much grown fond of the literature and a history. It was very interesting to me that was earlier up to me. Unfortunately my unloved subjects. (mathematics and a history.) After school I have decided to go to study as a Pedagogical faculty.
I love and I miss you. I am grateful to the god, that you are at me, you have filled life mine with happiness and love You as if the sun, air and water, you the GOD, to which I am asked each day and I admire with you and the life mine would be gloomy and empty, if I have not met you. You the angel mine, which each day always with me and me not terribly neither mountain, nor insult. I each day think only of you and these ideas do not give me rest. I can not quietly sleep and eat, I everywhere see you. I any more not can transfer this horror, I want, that it would stop and what faster our souls and the bodies have incorporated faster. I really want to arrive to you and I wait for this moment already for a long time. You sole my love and are not ecessary for me whom, I devoted to the love. I have more who does not interest, I want to be only yours and only by yours. You the most wonderful man all over the world and I are ready to shout at all world, that I love you. I want our perfect family and that we would have children and we could be pleased of our joint life. I promise you, If we shall be together, you will not be sorry, that I have appeared at you and you will be proud of me. You will love me, as did not love anybody and your life will seem to you by paradise. You should trust me and then at us all will turn out.
My sweet xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I shall stop to write this letter and I wait from you of the answer. With the best regards and sincerity.
Always yours Natasha.
P.S. Transfer Hello to you son
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My love xxxxxx
Forgive me, that so for a long time did not write to you. I very much get tired on work. My pupils, the present hooligans. They do not obey other teachers. They speak me, that other teachers are not capable to teach a subject as I. Therefore I invest all soul that they were better. Please tell Hello to your son. When I have seen your letter, I have thought really the person whom I very much love have found other girl. But when I have read your letter I was glad find out, that it not so. Really you think, that in a photo I am represented. It cannot be. I know, you have doubts concerning a name and surnames. But the surname and a name are very much distributed in Russia. I want to tell about a history of our country not much. You know, that after revolution, surnames gave peasants in honour of well-known people. Simple people had no surnames because were not able to write and read. Furzikof was the revolutionary. Therefore the huge quantity of people has identical surnames. In my class two pupils with a surname Ivanov study. But they have different parents. Now I want to tell to you about voice mail. Many thanks. At you a beautiful voice. I so want to be your lady and yours princess in your life. I so strongly miss you, my Love, that I don't represent life without you. Today I went to the picture's exhibition. There I saw a picture, where a woman kiss a man. I stood and looked at this picture during long time and presented us. I closed my eyes and presented, that we are on a coast of the river only together. The breeze blows, the sun shines brightly, water in the river is very quiet. The grass easily shakes and cane rustles. We sit together on a coast of the river and we are happy. You hold me in your hands and it is good so, that nothing is necessary to us, Also we are ready to sit so during all life. Then we lay in a grass and further a long long kiss. Our kiss dement us and we may not constrain our desires and we make love. I was so excited because of my ideas, that I might not look at this picture and at once I am writing to you. It is a very pity, that it is only my dreams. I love you, also I can't live without you. I so want to be with you. I trust you, that you want me and do everything, that we will be together. I will wait your letter, my love. I love you, my Prince.
Your Natasha.
P.S. By the way weather in Orenburg very bad. The temperature of air constantly varies, it is cold, becomes warmer. In streets a dirty, pools. I hope at you good weather?
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My dearest xxxxxx
I am very glad to receive your letter and very glad, That you at me are. Your letter will calm me and does by stronger. We celebrate Valentines Day in February. Yes this address correct, but My parents do not use post service. Because now it is a lot of larceny. What kind of flowers do you like... Roses? Yes. Today I have risen at 7 o'clock. In 7.30 I have left a house. Up to school I reach by a trolley bus. At 7.45 I should be on work. Occupations (duration of occupation of 45 minutes) at 8.00 begin. A break of 15 minutes. After the second occupation I with pupils go to a dining room for a breakfast. Today gave a boiled rice with a cutlet and a glass of tea. At 12.00 the big break 1 hour. At this time I prepare for the following occupations in a teacher's room or I go to the Internet of cafe. Usually 5, 6 occupations in day. After occupations there are teacher's assemblies on which we make the plan for work. Once a week I go with pupils in park, at cinema or on exhibitions. Last days I thought of us and about our life. And I to understand, that our life to leave and we to not notice it, My love. We to feel like young and to not notice, That to us already more and more years. It may very good, That life goes so quickly. But it flows away as water in the river and back it To not return. I am very glad, that I have you, my second half, My heart. I want to tell, that only your letters to support me and My good mood. Because I without you so am lonely. I live ideas only about you, my love. I so do not have not enough yours embraces and a kiss. But I to know, that we shall be together and I very much to wait This time, my love. Love only for you.
Yours Natasha.
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Hello my love xxxxxxx
I have received your letter and I understand that I am only begin to live. I not represent any more life without you, my Angel! Your poem is remarkable. Many thanks. Thank for your photos. I always have with myself your photo. When to me it is sad, I look at your photo and my mood improves. Please tell Hello to your son. We shall be the happiest family. I very much want, that your son became my son. I understand as it difficultly. I shall try to be to him very good mum. I love you, and I am ready to repeat these words again and again! Please, to not think poorly of me, simply it overflow my feelings I talked to mum about us with you and about our future and that probably I soon leave in other country. You do not think that I solve it spontaneously, I very long think of it. I do not want to miss the happiness again. I talked to mum and she is very happy for me, she even bless me. It can is silly sounds, but today I represented our meeting. I think out very many interesting pictures. In the street there is a fine weather and you stand and wait for me in the airport and worry for my arrival. Then you approach to the plane, we look around And we search eyes each other in crowd, then with to become transfixed hearts we find each other and to rush into strong embraces. We stand having embraced, and all look at us. And for us as though nothing exist. Only you and I!!! It was a great day when I received the first letter from you I thank the God and I know that I found you and I love you. I am pleased with an opportunity to meet you soon, and I want it very much I think you want it too, your letters was the ray of light in my life. At first I was not interested in moving to other country but I will do it because I found my love and it's YOU!!! We have firm in our city which makes the documents for people who want to leave the country. I asked about moving to your country and I got the answer that I need the visa, foreign passport and some other documents for registration. We have defined a type of the visa and it's type which allows to marry in the future but if it will be not realize I must return to my country after ninety days it's limit for visa. I asked about prices and was very surprised, first I ask about time of performance and they said that there is many people who wants to make documents and leave the country But if I'll make the application now, and pay for it now, they will make all documents not more than two weeks, and if I'll not make the application, documents will be prepared not earlier than two or three months because there are many people who wants to do it. I was very much surprised with the prices of services. It cost three hundreds and eighty nine american dollars. It's make me little suppressed and disappointed I don't have so much now. I was make application but I must pay for it. I asked my mother about our savings she said that the money should not be a barrier between two people which love each other. I counted my sum and I found out that I have only about fifty dollars and my wages will be not soon. I asked my friends about helping me and they said that have not at the present moment. I asked the advice my mother and she said that maybe you can help me because you loves me. I know now, that exists reliable and fast company which makes remittances in world and it's western union. I remember that I saw advertising this company on tv. I take a directory book and found the address of it and it's not far from me. I went there and I asked them about service. They said that sender must go to the western union, give them information: the name and last name of receiver, country they make transfer and bring the ten digits secret code to sender. The receiver must know ten digits for receiving money. They say that the branches of it must be everywhere worldwide. Here is the information:
Country: Russia
City: Orenburg
Name: Natasha
Lastname: Furzikova
I must know your full name, full address. You must know that I decide to ask you about it because I love you and trust you very much. I decide to come to you because I feel this way and you are very necessary to me, I decided to come to the unfamiliar country and I never be outside my country. But I decided to do it because now you are part of my life and I trust you in all. I think you trust me too and love me too. You must inform me the closest airport to you I'll ask the help with ticket from my relatives. Please don't forget to tell me the closest airport. My love I need 380 dollars I think you will help me because we found our love and we want to meet closer. You must inform me ten digits and I can receive it. You must know we must hurry because I can receive the documents soon and if we lost the time it is necessary for a long time. Now it's very difficultly to receive the visa to your country, and it's fact, but if I pay now I think I do it. I think about sense of money, and I'm very sad if this paper can prevent people to meet each other. In most cases the money play a main role in life but it's not right! I'm sure. And the quantity of money was and will not important to me I always not aspired to material enrichment and don't search specially for rich male. I appreciate human qualities and relations and I love you xxxxxxx!!! I love you all my heart, I want to be with you now... I want to be with you forever. If it's mutually we will be very happy in our life. I think you love me too and we will meet very soon. You are my love, my Angel. My heart is yours. I'm waiting good news from you, I hope everything will be all right and we will be together soon. Every day I think about our meeting, and I think it's real, we must use this chance of destiny. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
Your love Natasha. |
