answered me, that I can do it without what or
problems! Then I asked him, find out cost of the return ticket of cheaper, for me. He looked it on the computer and spoke me, that
cheaper ticket has cost 754 $. I tried to constrain the emotions but
when I have heard cost of this ticket, at me from eyes tears have
started to drip. The manager of agency spoke me that I was quiet, he
spoke me: Why you cry? I spoke him, that I have no more money and that
with a part of money, I was helped by you. And also I spoke him, that
now I cannot find other money, and I do not know when I can pay the
return ticket. I have explained to the manager the situation, I spoke
him, that I have got acquainted with you through the Internet, and now
we want to meet. I spoke him, that you sent to me 840 dollars US that
to me has completely sufficed to pay my charges. And now because of my
carelessness I have got in a unpleasant situation. I spoke the
manager, that I do not know where and as me to find money for the
return ticket. I continued to sit and cry, from my hopelessness. The
manager of agency tried to calm me, he spoke me that I ahead of time
was not afflicted, and that always it is necessary to hope for the
best. He spoke me, that money I can pay for the return ticket till
April, 6. My dear xxxxxx, it is very a shame to me before you and before
the manager of agency. I with shame cannot find to myself a place. I
am afflicted as never before. I do not know, that to me do. You can
find this money? Because I do not know, where to me to find this
money. Yesterday and today I was at all my familiar. And with tears on
eyes I asked them about the help. But nobody can the help to me or
does not want to do it. Probably my father has well explained to
everything, that it is impossible the help for me. Unique people which
could the help to me, it is my great parents. But they not rich people
also have no many money. Everything, that I could find, these are 3
thousand roubles (it about 110 dollar US). I do not know, how to me to
be and what to me do is farther?!...................
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I cannot find a word, what to describe my feelings and emotions. Your
letter fine!!! I love your words. It sounds superb. I very much like
your dreams. And I with impatience wait time when our dreams will be
real. Only I now also dream of it!!! Only dreams of you and about our
long-awaited meeting give me force for expectation. Only your fine
letters help me the help to me in it. But my happiness is not full.
Because I involve troubles. It is very a shame to me to write to you
about it. But I have again got in unpleasant a situation. My visa is
practically ready also I have all necessary documents and air tickets.
But as there was it not everything, that is necessary for visiting
you!!! I hope, that my nervous system can sustain all these problems
and I can wait our meeting!!!
Early yesterday, I hurried up in agency to pay him. The manager of
agency spoke me, that my documents passed successful check!! After
these words, I had a smile on the person! I have paid all money to
agency, and now I with impatience expect an opportunity to leave to
you! The manager of agency spoke me that I went to the local airport,
in a cabinet of the chief of customs house and found out the
information on the customs declaration concerning my luggage. I went
to the airport and found out from the chief of customs house, it is
necessary for me to fill in what documents, for transportation of my
luggage. The worker of customs house allowed to me the form of the
customs declaration that I filled in it. When I filled in the form,
the worker of customs house asked me: the Girl you have money for the
personal account or you have money for hands??? I at once have not
understood this question and consequently asked him: you speak About
what money to me? The worker of customs house spoke me, that for entry
your country and for pass of Russian customs house, I should have
money, or on the personal account (these are 4000 dollars), or I
should have money for hands (these are 2000 dollars). I was in
confusion. I have asked him: This money are obligatory? Then he
answered me: Rinata without this money of you will not let in Canada
if you will not show the credit status! And also he Spoke me, that
this money will stay at me when I shall be in your country. This money
are necessary only to show at customs house. Authorities of your
country should be sure, that I shall not be the tramp. And if I shall
not have this money for the customs control me will not let out from
the country. I have told to the worker customs house, that now my
flight is not possible. Because I have no these cash and the more so I
have no account in bank with such money. I have told to the worker of
customs house about our history of love. That you already the help to
me. About that as it is a lot of we already suffered and as strongly
we wait our meeting. I cried and could not calm down. The worker
customs house has brought to me a glass water and a napkin of that I
could wipe the tears. he the help to me to calm down and stop to cry.
We for a long time talked with him. About my feelings to you. And
after our conversation, the worker of customs house has told to me. "
Rinata, a daughter, you should not cry. Now the destiny checks your
love and you should be the strong girl. You and yours the man, should
cope with this problem. If you really like each other will find a way
to decide this problem. " I have remembered him words and have thanked
him for it. The worker customs house very much the help to me. he
joked and tried to lift my mood. he has told to me, that if he was
young would try to take away me from you.;) I understood, that it is a
joke. But has told him, that my heart belongs only to you and I want
to be only with you!!! Then he has told to me, that if all depend only
from him he would let off me to you without any money. Because he has
seen in my opinion the true feeling. And he cannot resist to this
feeling. He has told to me, that the wife has. They live very for a
long time together and like each other. And now he has recollected the
youth and the feelings to the wife. He has told to me that him the
wife has gone for him to other city. Because they have got acquainted,
when he served in army and after the ending of term service he visors
she to itself home. It was the first check their love. It was forty
years ago. But he remembers it, as yesterday. Because he loved also
this time he when will not overlook. I for a long time listened him
and have not noticed, how have calmed down completely. Due to the
worker of customs house I have understood, that I should not cry, and
should be pleased, that I have YOU!!! Because many people cannot find
the true love. And on this have no happiness in a life. I we should be
pleased lives because we like each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The
worker of customs house has told to me wise words and I have
remembered it: " If to you there comes a trouble meet it with a smile!
And not losing a smile search for decisions of it!!! ".
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Hello my lovely xxxxxx!!!
I cannot write the big letter for you now. Because I prepare to trip.
But we have not big problem. I cannot leave to you, I shall not have
yet 2000 $ US. Probably you have not correctly understood me and have
sent me canadian dollars. I have received it, but now me does not
suffice 450 $ US. I should have it up to today's evening. Now I only
can hope, that you will read this letter, and will have time the help
to me. Because who except for you cannot the help to me in this
situation. My dear Ron please forgive me, for my requests. It is very
a shame to me to ask again your help!!! But I do not have other
choice. I have badly explained to you. And you have not understood me,
that it is necessary for me 2000 $ US. Please forgive me, but I hope,
that you completely will understand me and will not be afflicted in
me!!! Please hurry up about the help to me differently I cannot take
off to you in due time.
_______________________
xxxxxx at me serious problems with customs house. I was arrested with
police when I passed customs house. I carried to you a gift (an
ancient ring), from my grandmother and the grandfather. When I passed
check at customs house, me have detained. In my female bag found this
ring and asked me that I presented them documents on this ring. I
spoke them, that I have no what or documents, on this ring. Then
working customs houses asked me to pass with him in branch of police
which is at the airport. I did not think and did not know, that this
ring will create to me huge problems. I cannot keep some the tears. To
me it is very bad. loved and dear xxxxxx I at all do not know mine, with
what to begin to me this letter...... I very much, very much am
afraid, that I shall lose you...... I should take off in some hours,
but now my dreams collapse, and even there are more " our DREAMS
"................... Please forgive me. The GOD the witness, that I
did not know, that this ring will create to me so much serious
problems, and will prevent us to meet. I cannot stop some the tears
and it is very difficult for me to gather ideas and to write to you
this letter. But I shall try to write to you as it is possible more in
detail.......... When I came in branch of police, me asked to sit
down. When I sat down, the policeman has asked to me a question: FROM
WHERE I HAVE THIS RING????????? I answered: THIS RING BELONGS to mine
to the GRANDFATHER And HE WANTED, THAT I TRANSFERRED THIS RING to the
PERSON To WHOM I TAKE OFF (I told to a policeman about you, I spoke,
that we have got acquainted on the Internet and now I take off to
you).. ... But then the policeman spoke me, that I should have
necessarily at myself the documents confirming lawful export of this
ring. But I spoke polices, that I have no concept about what he
speaks. Then the policeman spoke me, that in some minutes there will
arrive the worker of customs house who is engaged in check of ancient
jewelry. Has passed approximately 10 minutes and in cabinet polices
there arrived this worker. he checked a ring and spoke me, that on
this ring I necessarily should have documents as this ring, gives the
big value. To me spoke, that me accuse of illegal export antiques of
the jewelry giving the big value, for my state. To me it is very bad,
both on heart, and in soul, it seems to me, that all world is angry
with me. You the unique person who now can help my problems. I do not
know, that to me do. I in frustration and in a panic. If not you, me
would not be desirable to live, and I that would be do with yourself.
Sincerely! Mine loved, my good and kind, sweet and careful Ron, my
language does not turn to speak you about it, but I have no other
chance to help myself. Me removed from flight from which I should fly
to you. I wanted to return tickets but as appeared, tickets to hand
over it is impossible, if up to a start of the plane remains less day.
I had to exchange the ticket for April, 17, as this day the most
suitable prices for the ticket, which correspond to the price for my
ticket. Since April, 18 of the price for tickets grow by 5 %. I cried
in branch of police much. I asked a policeman: also what now will be
with me??????????????? The policeman spoke me, that he can resolve my
problem! I have asked him: How you can help me??? The policeman
answered me, that he can with the help of the chief of customs house
do to me documents on this ring! Then I calmed down not much and asked
him: It is the truth? The policeman answered me: Rinata it is the
truth, but it will cost to you not small money. he spoke me, that that
remove I need my problem to pay money (3500 dollars), and differently
I shall be arrested and placed in investigatory isolator. And also the
policeman spoke me, that if I shall not understand with these problems
and I shall lead up it to a verdict of court then most likely me on
will always forbid to drive to your country, as under the law of your
country, people having problems with police are not let in your
country. Please abuse me I has deserved it, but only please with me
not be disappointed. FORGIVE me. It is my MISTAKE.......... I cannot
find words to apologize to you and a pardon. But I very much hope,
that this incident to us will not prevent to meet, and also I very
much hope, that you can help me. You the closest, for me the person
and you know it, therefore I very much hope, that you will not throw
the future wife in so difficult a situation and not the easy moment of
my life. It was last drop, my troubles. Sincerely! I should go. I left
all documents and things in branch of police. I asked of a policeman
that he released me on one hour that I wrote to you the letter and
spoke you about the problem. You my hope and dream! |