know that I'm writing to a man
in another country. I have not informed her about it yet. I send you a photo
with a view of my town. Behind of me you can see the five-floor house. I live in
one of apartments of this house. I am finishing my letter. Excuse me that it is
short. I'm really very tired. And I need in rest now. I promise, that next my
letter will be longer. Kisses, Tatyana.
Celuyu, Tatyana(Russian).
By the way, my address is:
8-69, Kuncevickogo str, Surgut, 626413, Russia.
Please don't send me any gifts. It would be best if you wrote me something nice
or send me your photo by usual mail. OK? Have we agreed?
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Wed 30/01/02 12:41 pm
(Privet, moy dorogoy Amerikanskiy drug xxxxxxxx!)
So little time passed, but I missed you Jeffrey very much. Yours letters for me
as the sunny rays at the dark day. I have printed all your letters. I save it for
home perusal. And I often read it. Sometimes tears appear. Your letters are so
sincere. It has given joy to my soul and to my heart. I have never had such
feelings.I feel slightly awkwardly telling you the following things, but I'm
trying to be sincere. I'm very lonely here without you. All that I have are your letters. Please, don't stop to write me. When I feel bad I read it, and my soul calm down. But I all the same sad, because you not near me. I think you are that person whom I want to have near me best of all. You care, you honest and sincere!!! I did not meet such man in my life before. I feel that I fall in love with you. I had no such feelings for a long time. I want to tell you that you are unique for me. My feelings to you are strongest and it's all only for you! I don't want to lose you now when I have learned you, now when I know you.
Now I know that I will do everything to see you. I think that it will be the luckiest moment in my life. Can you imagine that I'm walking in the airport and I see you,Jeffrey. I throw my suitcases and I run to your strong men's embraces. I embrace you and kiss you, but not to the cheek. I kiss you to the lips. I can only dream about it now. But I believe that it will happen in any way sometime. Is it true? Tell me! Then I will be the happiest woman and you will be the happiest man!!! Please, please, write me! Write me often! I need you!!! I love you by all my heart!!!! I believe that nothing will stop me and I will meet you!!! I think that you will like the kiss I'm sending you.
My hot kiss for you!!!(Moy goryachiy poceluy dlya tebya!!!) Yours forever Tatyana. Quick note: "drug xxxxxxx" means "friend xxxxxxxx", not the junk or the narcotic(smile). And about my pic I sent you: It's me at my job.
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Thu 31/01/02 10:56 am
Hi my beloved xxxxxxxxx
My working day has finished and I'm hurrying to write you a letter. It's so nice to get letters from you. This morning I didn't go to my job, because this morning I flew to my job. Today I came to my job beforehand. And I was first who came to the office. First of all I checked my e-mail and I was so glad when I saw your letter there. I was on the seventh heaven. And I was happy all the day. My colleagues were surprised. They have asked me why I'm so happy. And I have simply answered, that I have good mood. They don't know that I correspond with you. When I read your letter, my heart sang. You my heart, you my soul, you my love and you my life. I need you; I want to be near you. I want to feel your breath. I want to embrace you. I want to kiss you. My lips will touch yours and your lips will touch mine. I don't know, what's happened with me. It didn't happen to me before.
The weather is sunny today. The sun brings joy and love. The love blossoms in such weather. I'm glad that I have friend Jeffrey, and Jeffrey has me Tatyana. Tell me about your ideas, job and friends. Tell me about your thoughts and dreams. I want to know all about you. Absolutely all!(smile) Last night I thought of us. About you and about me. About us together. I couldn't fall asleep. I thought what I can do to see you? I thought what I can do to meet you? Today I went to the company that deals with making the visas in our town. I wondered how much it will cost for me to make American visa. They told me that this service will cost 260 USD. I said it's very big money, and visa can't be cost so much. Then they answered me to go to the American embassy and make visa myself. I thought and have decided that the making of the visa in the company is better and more cheaply, because the American embassy is located in Moscow. I will spend more money if I will go to the embassy. The way to Moscow and back also residing there will cost much. I will spend more money than 260 USD if I go there.
I asked how long time it will take to make the visa. I was answered that it will take about one week. May be 2 weeks if there will be some troubles. I have asked, whether there will be troubles with visa, because there were the terrible terrorist actions in USA in September, 2001. I was answered that they will ask information about me in the police. And if in the police they will be answered that I the law-abiding citizen, I will get the visa. I have never outraged the law. And I have never done anything unlawful. So I must get the visa. This visa is good for the 90 days(for a visiting territory of USA within 90 days). After the expiration of 90 days the visa may be prolonged.
I understand that our relations are not long yet and founded on trust. But I think that we should trust each other. Our relations are impossible without it. Many years I ask myself one question: "Why does everything depend on money?" I think that the money is not main thing in life. The main is when the people can and want to understand each other. I can live without the money. The main is to have a loving man near me. I want to come to you, but the problem is money, which I need to carry out my dream. The money separates us. Money, money and money again. The damned and accursed money... I have a wild desire to meet you, to embrace you and kiss you. If I would have money, I immediately would come to you. Money is a paper, but people's relations will stay forever. I understood only now, that the love is a strong feeling. And I'm glad that I have found this feeling. You are my feeling. You are my love. I have some savings. Also I will ask my aunt to help me with the money. So, I can pay a part of money for the visa right now. I can pay 60 USD. And I will search for the money further. Tell me Jeffrey, can you help me? If you have an opportunity you can help me. I wondered how it is possible to do. There is an International Company, which deals with money transfers. Its name Western Union. It has Offices in many cities and countries. There is an Office in Surgut. If you want and if you can help me, you may send me some money using Western Union according following data: AKKOBANK, DZERZHINSKOGO, 11, SURGUT, 626400, Russia.
For Tatyana Kononova
To get the money, I should tell the employee of bank your full name and some confidential numbers, which will give you, when you will send the money.
I'm very glad that you want to meet me. I dream about it too and I want to be with you!!! I want to thank you before you help to organize our meeting. By the way, my BLACK does stay in my apartment. Much love from Tatyana!!! Get many kisses!!! God Bless and Protect Us.
UPDATED JULY 11 /02
Sent: Wednesday, June 26, 2002 4:19 AM
Subject: Ekaterina and xxxxxx
Hello, my king xxxxx!
How was your day? I'm wonderful. Every day I wait with impatience for your letters.
Yesterday in the evening I learnt to cook a new dish. It's a pancakes with meat. It was so tasty. Sometime I will cook only for you. You wake up in the morning and I bring you coffee. You get up, take a shower, come to the kitchen and there is ready meal there. In the evening we will have supper with candles. And then we will have sex. I think, that so should be. This supreme a stage of love. Unfortunately I'm not experienced in sex. I had only one partner. It
was my former boyfriend. Will you become my teacher? Do you will teach me sex? If you are confused, you may not answer this question. I'm sending you a small poem. Tell me if you like it. OK?
Bright, eyes
like heaven's stars,
Lips so full
I need to know -
when will be he mine
for all of time?
His name is xxxx
He is my Prince
I shall take him to the ball
to dance in front of all.
Midnight will come
though he will not run.
He will be mine
to the end of time.
I've prayed so long
for one as this.
With him beside me
we will have bliss.
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My love for you, xxxxx is deeper than the deepest of seas!
My love for you, xxxxx is more pure than the clearest of blue seas!
My love for you, xxxxx is higher than the highest of mountains!
Tell me the airport name, up to which I shall fly and what cost
of tickets at you? I shall begin search for the cheapest airfare. OK?
Write back as soon as possible. I'm waiting for your letter. And
I'm thinking about you.
Kiss you.
Your Ekaterina.
P.S.I very much like to read. I love historical novels. The history of Russia and other countries is very interestingly. I very much love the American cinema. I love serious films. I like Mel Gibson, Tom Cruise, Kinu Rivse (I am sorry if has written incorrectly). I very much love films - Brave Heart. I like Bruce Villis. I very much want to look cinema with you. I for a long time did not look cinema. Likely many new good films.To my work I go by a trolley bus. You know, what such a trolley bus? If I am not mistaken, trolley buses are only in Russia. In other countries there are no trolley buses. It is a bad type of transport and not reliable. In Russia trolley buses very old. New do not let release. On the average to trolley buses 20 - 25 years. My full birth given name is Derbenyova Ekaterina Vladimirovna. Vladimir is my father (patronymic).
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Sent: Friday, June 28, 2002 4:55 AM
Subject: Ekaterina and xxxxx
Hi my prince from a fairy tale xxxxx Hi my king from a real life xxxxx.
I ask to forgive me, but today I shall write the short letter. Today I work in the other cabinet - I help to make new assortment of the arrived medicines. That worker who should make it was ill, and me have asked to help. In my cabinet I can come only for some minutes. Then it will close. Now in our city many were ill. It is usual chill. It seems, that it is impossible to be ill in the summer, but it not so. Humidity and a wind seem imperceptible, but actually it not so. At this time at us many ill. We have no conditioners in premises and we openwindows. The strong draft turns out. Blows very strongly and very easily to catch a cold. Thanks for your letter. I am very glad. I now always cheerful because I think of you. The thought about you warm me and I never shall be ill. Today at night my dog the Watchman very strongly growled on a door. He never so did not growl. He kind dog. But today something has frightened of night of him. I have woken up, have called him, but he did not approach. He stood and growled. I very much was frightened and afraid to approach to a door. Terrible ideas began to appear. I began to think of robbers and maniacs. I sat on a bed and have been very much frightened. I have included light. I have thought, that if someone will want to penetrate into my apartment, I cannot call the help at all because I have no phone. A door in my apartment very old and not strong. In our city very much frequently plunder apartments. And not only when owners are not present a house but also when an at home somebody is. It is enough to open a door. Plunder in masks. It do young guys, which 16 - 18 years. A bulk from them - addicts. They at all do not choose, a rich apartment whether or not. Take away everything, that it is possible to sell. Even old things. By radio constantly warn, that people did not open a door not to familiar people. I very much was frightened. My heart fought at reckless speed. You do not represent, as it is terrible to live, when anybody beside is not present and nobody can protect. I have felt completely defenceless. I thought of you, xxxxx. Thought, that you now there, far, and at all do not know, how to me it is terrible now. Then the Watchman has calmed down, but I and could not fall asleep. I laid with included light and thought of you. Then I have risen, have thanked the God, that he has protected me. It was bad night. But now everything is all right. I shall finish my letter. Forgive, that I write a little. I love you and I dream to be with you, xxxxx. Then I shall not be afraid of anybody. I send you all my tenderness and love. Kiss you 1000 times. Yours Katy.
P.S.I do not know, that Ekaterina means. But now I understand, that it means: GIVEN BIRTH TO be With xxxxx
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Monday, July 01, 2002 12:45 AM
Subject: Hi my love xxxxx
Hi, my love.
Today I went to the company which reserves airway tickets. I asked them how I can reach San Francisco and how much it costs. They answered me that that the ticket costs $ 1318 USD. I asked them to find cheaper tickets, because this price is expensive for me. They
answered that they had a cheaper ticket but the beginning of the flight 14-Jul-02. It costs $ 1054 USD. I asked them to reserve a ticket. But they refused. They told me that they can't keep a ticket resevered because the beging of the flight is 14-Jul-02. I spoke with them for a long time but they didn't agree. Then I wondered if it is possible to pay a part of the money now and the other part later. They didn't agree. I spoke with them for a long time and I managed to persuade them. They agreed. We agreed that I would pay a part of the price
today and the other part later. I paid $ 569 USD. But it was little for an initial payment. Then I went to the pawnshop and pawned my silver and gold embellishments for $ 128 USD. It was my last money. The number of the flight on which I resevered the ticket is 31 Delta Air Lines The time of departure from Moscow is 1:50 PM,The time of arrival in San Francisco is 9:26 PM, I will change a plan in New York (JFK), number of the flight 1973 Delta Air Lines After this I will fly to you to San Francisco, to my love. It is very difficult for me to tell you about it. But I have done everything I could. I paid visa. I paid a part of the ticket. But
this money is not enough. I didn't want to burden you. I wanted to reach you with my own money but unfortunately I failed. Now I have to pay the remaining part. It is only $ 357 USD. I have to pay this money before Friday 05-Jul evening or Saturday 06-Jul morning. Otherwise I will lose my money and ornaments. If you love me, if you trust me and if you want to see me soon, please, send the money for the ticket before Saturday morning. I understand that it is a difficult decision for you, but we must trust each other. Any union without trust is impossible if it is a union of wife and husband or union of boy-friend and girl-friend or union of business partners. I don't want to be hypocritical. that's why I want to tell you following: I don't think that you want to marry woman which you won't trust. The same as I don't want to marry man which I won't trust. It's a first check for us. And much depends upon it, may be everything. We must trust each other. That's why I was the first who made a step to you. Of course if you don't want you can not help me. It is bad but
not fatal. I will lose my money. IT IS BAD TOO BUT NOT FATAL TOO. I paid
$ 260 USD for making visa, and I paid a part of the ticket- $ 697 USD. It is big money for me, but I TOLD YOU ALREADY THAT MONEY IS NOT THE MAIN THING IN THE LIFE. But I trust you and I know that YOU ARE A MAN OF HONOUR AND YOU ARE A GENTLEMAN. I don't want you top doubt in my honesty and that's why I am sending you the view of my visa. I speak so because I am in despair and confusion. Now, when we are divided only with one step, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will not help, and all my diligence will be gone. I love you and I want to be with you and the word of honour, your help is necessary for me. I have not calculated my forces. But together we are much stronger. To pass through difficulties and barrier it is together much easier. I want to present you all my infinite love and fidelity. I did not want to ask you. I thought, that I can make all itself.The loneliness has made me strong. I have got used to live without the help, and to rely only on myself. I very seldom address to somebody for the help, but now I ask you to help me. I have made a step forward. Make also you a step towards to me. I hope has not offended you something. I love you and I trust. I know, that you will not throw me now when there was only one step. If you want to help me, you can send me of money through system MoneyGram: for Ekaterina Derbenyova. To get the money, I should tell the employee of bank your full name and some confidential numbers (Money Transfer Control Number),
which will give you, when you will send the money.
I love you. I have made everything to prove my love.
I am waiting for your reply.Kiss you. Your Ekaterina.
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Thursday, July 04, 2002 4:06 AM
Subject: Hi my love xxxxx
Hi, my prince, my king, my dream, my future life. Hi, my love xxxxx Ysterday I went to the hospital. Don't worry, I am OK. I am not ill. I went to get a medical policy. I went through medical examination. The doctors said that I am OK. They gave me a medical policy. I need it. If something happens to me in America my medical company will pay for my treatment. I was adviced to get a medical policy in the company which made my visa. That's why I made so. I think that it is good to have a superfluous guarantee. How do you think? Did I do correct? Excuse me, that I have written a little. I have not enough time. All my day is designed on minutes. I already should run. At me the meeting with the notary is appointed. Then I should buy the ticket on a train up to Moscow.
With love Ekaterina. Soon we will meet.
P.S.I shall arrive on July, 14 in San Francisco. An arrival time 9:26 PM. I shall have a vacation during 30 days. This time will be paid by my employer. Other days will not be paid. But I shall be with you so much, how many you want it.
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Sent: Friday, July 05, 2002 3:54 AM
Subject: Hi my love xxxxxx
Hi, my prince.
How was your day? My day was wonderful.I want to tell you my dream this night. It was something. It was greatful. Everything began in the morning. I didn't understand what day it was. But I think it was a weekend because you and me did not go to work. We woke up, took a shower, had breakfast and offered to spend the day on nature. I didn't refuse your suggestion. We entered the garage. But in garage there were no automobiles. There there were two big, beautiful, magnificent horses. They were so wonderful. You have sat on your
horse and I sat on my. You said: Well, horse of cowboy xxxxx, let's go. I loved and said: Well, litle horse of lady Ekaterina, let's catch up cowboy xxxxx. We went out of the garage, shouting LET'S GO!!!!!!!!!! ..............I looked back and understood that I saw the house for
the first time. It was a wonderful building. We were riding for a long time. We overtook each other and then we reached a forest. The trees greeted us making noise with leaves. The grass near the road bended down as if it greeted us. I was surprised. It seemed to me that we got into a magic forest. The road on which we rode led to the river. We stopped. You offered to walk. I agreed with you. We went along the river and saw a water-falls.The water was falling very beautifuly. But then I saw that there is a stone in the middle of the water-fall. We came nearer and notice that the stone looked like a heart. Then you said: Darling Ekaterina, even the nature greets you. Then I answered you: No, the nature greets you, xxxxx. We argued and laughed. We decided that the nature greeted both of us. We were happy. I stood and watched the water falling. Suddenly I felt that something laid on my shoulder. It was your hand. I turned to you. I wanted to kiss you very much. And only I prepaired.............I heard some ringing. I woke up. It was my alarm-clock. It was time to get up. I was disappointed. How is it? I went to the shower. I cried. It was only a dream. So I told you my dream. It's a pity that it was only a dream. But soon we shall embody all our dreams in a reality. I am sure in it. I hope you think also. I am waiting for your letter with impatience.
Yours forever Ekaterina.
P.S.I have found the new house for the Watchman. There it will be verygood for him. He likes to be there more than in city. It in village at my girlfriend. There the nature and the Watchman there is very happy. He loves my girlfriend. He will understand me because He knows as I is lonely.
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